Great opener! Thanks for adding my blog to your blogroll and thanks for commenting on my post. Look forward to more exchange of ideas.
About
Here I’ve already had a comment and haven’t even had the courage to write something about myself. My name is Sue Ann. People who know me, call me And. It’s an attitude. Think of it like I don’t like to choose between ice cream OR cake. I choose both.
It’s about Life and how much I love it.
I’m 51, a wife, mother and, grandmother. My youngest is still at home while my eldest has two children of her own. I have two college degrees, 2 Bachelor’s, one in Chemical Engineering and another in Business Management. I’ve designed electrical distribution lines for Power Company’s, worked in Human Resources for major metropolitan areas, been a financial manager, property manager and estate manager. My occupation of choice is Wife and Mother. As we own our own business, I do all the adminstrative tasks and, I also teach my own child from home. My curiculum is a lot stiffer then most schools.
I started studying the Divine Sciences over 33 years ago, having already been through the physical sciences and social sciences. I was born with a quest ‘to know’. And a stubborn refusal to allow anyone to do my thinking for me.
I don’t profess to be know-it-all. I don’t even know-it- almost. But what I do know, I know.
Currently, I’m living in the Pacific Northwest. A year ago, I started coming in from the Wilderness where I had been living. My backyard used to be Old Growth Forests of hemlock, spruce, cedar and fir, with acres of buttercups that bloom every spring. My neighbors were the bears, mountain lions, deer, elk, beaver and raccoon. An apple tree and the pear tree were in my front yard and there was berried treasure all over the place. I don’t really enjoy the exchange of traffic for trees. The fumes from exhausts are noxious when you’re not used to being around them. Our wilderness property is currently under development as my Husband is a General Contractor. When it’s done, home and 17 acres are going up on ebay. The Pacific Northwest has been too cold for my nature. I’m more like a sunflower. I like the heat and I like sunshine. What I don’t like, is wearing thermal underwear all year long.
I live in a little bitty town that people passing through often label a ‘ghetto’. I like it that way because then people keep going and don’t stop here. Of all the places I’ve ever lived, Chicago, Pittsburgh, Houston, Oklahoma City…, never have I lived in a place before where there has been such a sense of community. The people in my community value Tolerance, Compassion and Allowance. Maybe that’s why homeless people are bussed here from the cities.
Just moving into a town took courage for me. I had fled into the Wilderness. I went there to hide and die. But didn’t. Oh, I came close. The conditions I chose were so rough, as in no potable water, I had 2 strokes. Knocked out my vision, my speech and my balance & coordination centers, as well as, numbing and paralyzing my left side. As I had no insurance, daily life and surviving were my physical therapy.
You wouldn’t know anything had happened to meet me now. I have healed and my body has recontructed its neural pathways. I call them strokes of luck now, for ever since the strokes, my awareness was expanded. The area of the brain effected, was also the area of the brain in charge of perceiving time and space and, that’s how I know ‘Always Embraces all ways’. The strokes were a ‘quickening’.
In the past, we’ve called the field of study I have spent decades researching, ‘meta-physics’. Now it’s called Quantum physics. Columbus put forth the idea there were currents in the air and currents in the ocean. I put forth there are currents in the Quantum Field, too. Currents we all are aware of, just not consciously. I was born, somehow able to sense these currents.
I haven’t spoken to anyone beyond my immediate circle before, of what I see and sense. It was a big step for me when I finally told my Doctor. It was recommended that I write and share what I know. Keeping it locked within me and hiding it, is playing havoc with my blood pressure.
There you have it. I write now thanks to a Doctor’s guidance. I promised him I’d have a book written by the time I go see him in 6 months.
Responses
By: yogaguide on May 31, 2007
at 3:05 am
Hey Sue Ann,
Guess you have your share of life experiences. So hope to see you along the coming days.
Welcome to the world of blogging!
By: eukaryote on June 1, 2007
at 12:47 pm
You can do this in email perhaps, but my wife is suffereng from many seizures. She has suffered cognitive damage and needs to start getting her brain back in shape. But we are just kind of making it up as we go along. Any things you found particularly useful? So far she has conversations with the cat to help her verbal skills, reads slowly to rebuild her ability to read, plays brain games to rebuild her math ability, and plays guitar to build hand eye coordination. Perhaps this is all she can do right now. But if you have anything to share, it would be appreciated.
By: butchjax on June 3, 2007
at 6:28 am
It is a great life story so far Sue Ann! Happy writing!
Simonne
By: Simonne on June 3, 2007
at 7:58 am
Thank you Simone! Now that women are writing, I fully expect more of us will catch on!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 3, 2007
at 8:42 pm
Dearest Butchjax,
Here’s a hug, you need it. (hugs)
One of the first things I would recommend, is a Bop-It. It’s a toy. Similar to a Simon but more fun. You pull, twist and bop. It’s a fun way to help build back coordination skills.
And your cat, keep him/her close. Cats are bringing in healing energies that help us make our transitions and shifts in consicousness. Their purring is soothing, quieting and supportive of gentler states of being.
Understand that whatever area of our brain is effected, the rest of our brain can take over and be trained to do.
Perspective is EVERYTHING.
I’m a lamebrain and PROUD of it. I couldn’t be an inspiration for others, if I weren’t.
Your wife’s beliefs about what’s going on are the MOST IMPORTANT of all. If she believes her body has the power to heal, it will. It she perceives what is happening and what has happened as a ‘positive’ thing, even tho she may not understand, it is what will work the miracles.
Faith in herself. Faith in the power of her Spirit. Trust in Spirit, in her ‘higher self’, that this experience will turn out to be beneficial.
Tell her to be stubborn about it. Keep pushing herself to work what doens’t work. Share with her, that her determination is a reflection of how much she loves herself.
Often such things are an easier way to change and shift our consciousness then doing it any other way. If she’s experiencing any kind of sleep disruption patterns, then this shift in her consciousness, an actual expansions of it, is what is going on.
During our sleep patterns, is when a lot of our consicous thoughts are adjusted. It is also when we are assimilating information from other planes and dimensions. We wake up to ground and anchor, for it’s useless information if we can’t bring it back with us.
See our minds like a bucket. Our bucket fills , then we empty it. So we can go get another bucket full. We wake up every 2-3 hours or so, to ground and anchor in this dimension, then go back to sleep to absorb more.
This pattern will go along for a while, then stop as suddenly as it began. That’s when it has come time to apply and integrate, all we’ve brought back.
Right now, as there is a major shift, a quantum leap in consciousness coming in September, a lot of us are experiencing disrupted sleep patterns.
Me? I wake up every 2-3 hours soaking wet. I’m going ‘through the change’ and doing it naturally. Hot flashes, night sweats….there’s clammy, slick and dripping. Each are different experiences.
Being done with my cycles was one of my heartfelt desires. The fact that it is now happening, is proof of the universe responding to my Will. So as I wake up soaking wet, I keep this in mind. I send loving thoughts to my body, for serving me so faithfully.
I reinterate…if both of you see what is happening as a GOOD thing, it will make all the difference in the world in your wife’s healing process.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 3, 2007
at 9:18 pm
This is beautiful and sage advice. I had an amazing experience the night before last. I put a piece of Malachite under my pillow and I woke up every 2 to 3 hours from these intense ‘energy’ dreams. I don’t know how else to describe them. I was dreaming about energy stacking up in layers at lightening speed and I knew in the dream that a part of me was speaking to the cyrstal and that we were having a conversation. When I woke up my energy was so high and positive. I was very connected to my Angels the Goddesses who are working with me at the moment all day, it really was an amazing experience.
By: Simonne on June 4, 2007
at 4:05 am
Butchjax, have you and your wife tried any kinesiology or Brain Gym (a branch of kinesiology) exercises? There are some Brain Gym exercises that I think would be really really helpful for what you’re describing.
By: Simonne on June 4, 2007
at 4:08 am
I woke up at one of my ‘usual’ times last night (2;30am) soaking wet and disoriented, which is a ‘treat’ for me (it’s something different, I grow bored easily). The ONE thing on my mind was what I forget to share you you.
It’s being called ’standard technology’. Anyone and everyone can use it. Choose a cell in your body, a healthy cell. Everyone has at least one heathy cell or we wouldn’t be alive. Imagine the cell, happy and healthy, just a smile beaming on its face because you noticed it. I started doing a boogie-woogie with mine. Then proclaim this cell to be your standard. This is the standard you desire every cell in your body to emulate.
There, you’re done. You can do this with anything. A moment maybe, that you decide is going to be the standard for all the moments of you life.
ALL old modalities are now defunct. Meditation, visualization, prayer, etc. The earth Itself is already in the ‘New’ paradigm. Any use of the Old ways of using masculine dominance are coming back in our faces. FAST. The ‘New’ way is masculine AND feminine, United. Fusion, no more fission. No more polarities/dualities. About 30-50 years have been granted to give us time to move completely into it.
Another thing I forgot, was to say to use your imagination. Tell your wife to use hers. Imagine herself healthy, smilng, giggling and laughing. I mean use your imagination to put yourself /herself there. Feeeeel it. That’s the key element, the feeling of being there.
Once you’ve done that, just sit back and ride along like a leaf, who knows the current is going to bring you to exactly where you imagined.
You see, ‘time’, linear ‘time’ is an illusion. Just like space. But we need these illusions so we can slow down our creations to experience every single moment of them. Since most of us are living in the Past, ‘time’ is our experience of walking backwards into the Present.
IMAGINE it and, it will be.
The ‘clearer’ we get, the more of the Past we heal, the quicker our manifestations come, as we are collapsing ‘time’ as we heal the Past.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 4, 2007
at 4:20 pm
So, I see you weren’t kicked off Earth. The only thing certain is change. Likewise my energy which I don’t own is not the same as the last time we met. No longer do I associate with that group I was with. Last I heard they were near broke.
To remove pain remove seperation.
Hugs,
Alan
By: Alan on June 5, 2007
at 12:12 pm
Great to hear from you Alan! Are you feeling better?
rofl No, I wasn’t kicked off. I might choose to leave out of boredom but no one is kicking me anywhere.
You’ve apparently found out what you needed to find out about ‘the group’. Told ya’ so. (Smiling)
Here’s a hug (hug)
Ready to be Sovereign yet?
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 5, 2007
at 3:20 pm
Thank you for the various ideas. I’m far to exhausted to say much else, but thank you.
By: butchjax on June 6, 2007
at 4:42 am
Hello Sue,
I want to thank you for your guidance earlier on awakening. I am now fully awakened thanks to your intuition and insights, I owe you a debt of gratitude for this. You have a gift, it is truly a blessing.
I hope that you will continue to contribute on AOB, your contribution would be invaluable to anyone who happened to visit the blog. I have added a link to your blog on mine, and I will not forget your assistance today.
Perhaps it’s time for me to head into the wilderness for awhile; I have not felt ready. But I feel that the city no longer has its hold on me; most likely because I am letting go of my own unhappy grip on it.
I also have had health problems in the past Sue. It has been difficult at times, but there is so much to learn from repairing one’s own health, which can be conferred to others. I’ve found that this in itself is a blessing.
You’re doing good work Sue, I can’t say enough how much I appreciate your assistance today. Thank you, I will remember it always.
By: lucidnomad on July 1, 2007
at 7:21 pm
Well Sue-Ann,
Serendipity runs our lives. Didn’t think about you for years then suddenly have an idea to google your name. What do you know, you have just set up your new site. The story is very long of why I had to leave that group. It began with the death of my Dad on sept 12 2004. Which would be sept 11 your time.
Dad didn’t just leave, Alan called him in and dad piggy backed through the funeral and a few days after. To cut the story short Alan went home and Dad stayed in Alan’s body. This is my understanding anyway. Alas Alan was never your twin energy, Maybe your twin energy could be me.
This energy I carry is an aspect of the Ancient Uranus and has links to Enki. So I have links to the Father of Mankind.
and what about you Sue-Ann are you ready to be sovereign.
Hugs,
By: Alahara (alan) on July 2, 2007
at 4:42 am
I have been Sovereign for long, long, time. The rest of your post, is your typical nonsense.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 2, 2007
at 8:26 am
butchjax, you might look into biofeedback. It is a treatment in which the nervous system is given a feedback system with which to gauge its own functioning.
It’s done with electrodes and a computer and software which has been developed over the last 30+ years.
The way it works is that the program gives your system feedback on how it’s doing by you watching the program.
The computer becomes just a sort of sensor system with the results on the computer screen, for your own nervous system to monitor & fix itself with.
Your system is 100% in control, the computer just tells it what it needs to know about its own functioning.
I know of one person who does this treatment, who lives in the Pacific NW, I know that she is an extremely skilled doctor/healer, who knows what she’s doing and isn’t a quack or anything.
But you should look into who all is out there before just choosing someone, the effectiveness of the therapies is about 90% based on the skill and understanding of the doctor.
I thought this might be of some assistance to you, if you want to know of a good person to go to, send me an email and I’ll get the info to you.
By: lucidnomad on July 2, 2007
at 1:07 pm
Right now options are limited by cost. But we do have a biofeedback system, Journey to Wild Divine. I don’t have the other software that goes with it that doesn’t involve playing the game, but in any case I find the game helpful (when I remember to play)
Thank you for the suggestion though.
By: butchjax on July 2, 2007
at 8:51 pm
Hi Lucidnomad!
De-Lighted to be of some use!
I’m sitting here typing with yellow paint still all over my hands. I was that tired when I came home. I spent yesterday painting walls. They’re not done yet.
Maybe this wouldn’t appear noteworthy on the surface of it….however…
In Light of the fact that 5 years ago I experienced 2 strokes, which among other things numbed and paralyzed the left side of my body, what I did yesterday expresses the capacity of our own bodies to heal themselves, if we allow it.
I used biofeedback for years, many years ago. Imagining the colors: Blue, Pink, Yellow, Clear/white, Green, Crimson, then Violet, while saying ‘I am Blue’, I am Pink’, etc., can do wonders. Those colors specifically. If you find yourself enjoying one color more then others, go with it. This would relate to balancing your ‘chakras’.
‘New’ modalities are now in play. And they are amazingly easy. One of them is being called ’standard technology’.
IMAGINE, (not just visualize), a healthy cell in your body. Everyone alive has at least one healthy cell, no matter how ‘bad’ we’re feeling. Talk to the cell. See the cell’s smiley face as you deemed it worthy to notice it. See the cell healthy and happy. Jumping up and down excitedly because it was reconized by the God of its Universe. I did the ‘boogie-woogie’ with mine. A close friend did the ‘twist’ with hers.
Now, state this cell to be your standard, for all the others cells in your body. And by your Will, it Will be done.
Another activity is to actually send Love to our bodies. ‘Thank you for bearing the brunt and the burden of my creativity over the years for me. You have served me faithfully. Thank you.’
Believing in our bodies own immune system and focusing attention on that, goes a lot further towards promoting Health and well being then worrying about the next ‘bug’ that’s going around. Instead of worrying about catching it, figure you will and, imagine your immune system being capable of neutralizing any its effects.
As we release toxic ideas and beliefs from within us, there will follow a physical period of releasing toxins, too. It’s the Law of Correspondences:as above, so below.
Our bodies can repair themselves. I’m living proof of it. When I smashed the subclavian artery in my shoulder, my blood supply re-routed itself. The blood supply now flows through my brain backwards. And the tip of my finger grew back, as did all my nails.
The only difference between science and miracles is conscious application.
When we look at our bodies, we are looking at the Past. As we heal, we are letting go of the Past and the hold Past experiences have had on us. Our bodies change as a result.
I have almost NO body fat. I’m not storing anything for a possible future where there ‘might not be enough’. It also only takes at most, 1 cup of food a day, to keep me going. I experience ‘hunger’, which is my body signaling its needs for nutrients but, not ‘appetite’, which is emotionally driven.
By the time I look at a menu, trying to decide what to order, imagining all the different dishes, I’m full, already. So I have to decide before I get there, then not look at the menu, if I actually want to enjoy the experience of eating with everyone else.
About a year and a half ago, I simply switched off when it came to coffee. It’s not that I don’t like it anymore; it’s simply 1/3 of a cup is about all I can take before I’ve had enough.
I drink lots of tea and eat lots of dark chocolate for the anti-oxidants. And pay attention to maintaining a healthy digestive system by eating a serving a yogurt a day. Start with the digestive system and all the other systems line up, too.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 3, 2007
at 10:11 am
Hi Sue…where do I find the Language of God post you mentioned?
By: SurfaceEarth on July 25, 2007
at 10:25 am
Hi SE!!!!
Ohhhh…, thank you, thank you, thank you.
The posts I mentioned on your blog were posts I put up first. I found them….buried.
So I put them up as pages, too. (I’m learning with this blogging…smiling…I guess I hit the ground running and learning as I go)
So the links are NOW….drum roll….right on the side bar.
Please enjoy!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 25, 2007
at 1:21 pm
Thank you! I’m off and running….
By: SurfaceEarth on July 25, 2007
at 2:43 pm
Hi Sue…found you through Mother WinterMoon….
I liked what you said on her “about me” page…about finding one happy cell and encouraging it’s contagious happy nature to spread throughout our body! It’s so up my alley…this way of thinking…not because I’ve ever healed myself that way, but because I studied holistic health not too long ago and 10 yrs prior my chiropractor encouraged me to find my happy cell (via his hands and words) and set me on the path of helping others find their own self-healer.
I think I’ll be stopping by again…until then peace in!
Lil
By: Lillithmother on September 5, 2007
at 6:45 pm
Greetings {lillithmother}!
It’s passing strange, I wrote a response last night to this comment but this morning it is no where to be found.
Sigh. Must mean the second time will be better!
I really appreciate your name. Realy, really, really appreciate it.
This meditation/visualization has been throwing some of us for a loop. Right after we did it, all sorts of health issues surfaced. One lady found out she had cancer. My little toe started turning purple. And when this happens, it’sawful easy to get caught in one of our negative fanstasy patterns of doubt and disbelief.
But the lady who found out she had cancer, found out in tme to completely take care of it…so on the other side of her treatment, is what she imagined.
And I’ll find out what’s on the other side of my toe experience. I sense it’s simply an inflamed nerve bundle cutting off circulation. But Doctors want me checked out anyway, so off I go to appointments with cardiovascular specialists and neurologists.
The last time I went to a vascular specialist, they wanted to actually SEE how the blood flows through my brain in a reverse direction then normal. Through the course of their tests, my throat chakra was irradiated. Since then, sometimes when I speak, it sounds like I’m using two sets of vocal cords, because two tones are coming out of me at the same time.
It’s effective for startling my kids….
By: Sue Ann Edwards on September 6, 2007
at 10:40 am
I’m wondering if Yutaka Tanaka used to live at 19 Tengawa Hiedano Cho in Kamioka City, Kyoto. If so, I was his American “pen pal” back in the 1960s!
By: Nancy on October 14, 2007
at 5:15 pm
Greetings {{Nancy ! }}
I’ve given Tanaka permission to translate my writings into Japanese, so he’s likely going to see your comment. Hopefully, he’ll comment back….long lost pen pals….
That’s wonderful!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on October 14, 2007
at 5:49 pm
I found you through Motherwintermoon. How serendipitous! I’m reading The Fabric of the Cosmos, Brian Greene–a non-scientist friendly exploration of quantum physics and cosmology. You have a fascinating story to tell.
By: ggirl on October 17, 2007
at 7:50 am
Hi {{ggirl}} !!!!
Yes, I’ve been adventuring into the quantum level for many many years. That’s what and why many scientists are stumped. Because they are scientists. They’re looking for predictability and repetition and, that’s not how the Quantum field works. Our approach and attitude HAS to be one of adventure, before we get anyplace in our understanding of it.
Please be welcome here!
{hugs}
By: Sue Ann Edwards on October 17, 2007
at 6:18 pm
I’m not even sure how I found you…no matter. I found your story of survival fascinating!
I admire your strength…and I feel a good energy here.
I only started exploring the quantum level recently so I most certainly will be back when I have more time to explore your inspiring site.
~gypsy-he♥rt
By: gypsy-heart on January 18, 2008
at 8:40 pm
Welcome, Welcome {{{gypsy-heart}}} !!!!!!
Thank You for sharing yourself with me and making this blog even richer!!!!!
One of the reasons ’scientists’ are having difficulties understanding and grasping the “quantum level” is because we’re trying by using our heads. This ‘level’ is Intuitive. It is sensed, not thought.
Explore and enjoy yourself!
Everyone who comes gets {{{{Hugs}}}}.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on January 19, 2008
at 2:48 pm
Sue Ann,
I’ve read your comments on different sites from time to time, and today’s the first time I’ve really looked you up, so to speak. I’m impressed and surprised.
I read your story and it makes sense that the words you speak come from a person like you, but sometimes it’s hard for me to take your words and create a full mental image that reflects reality.
Anywho, I’d enjoy hearing more of your thoughts and experiences that allow you to love the way you do. I just get that sense that you’d say something profound, you know?
Thanks for responding to everyone’s comments too. It makes a nice feeling on the blog, among other things.
By: Bart on February 27, 2008
at 5:27 pm
Greetings {{Bart}}} !!!
Thank You for sharing yourself with me and leaving a comment!
I really DO understand what you’re saying…
I know I’m not *normal*. I’m “the crazy lady” that doesn’t ever see things the ways most of us do. It’s been the bane of my existence for most of my life that has just recently really, turned out to be a blessing. It’s all in the way we look at it. rofl…
I will enjoy responding more in depth when I am in a place I can give it the focus it deserves.
Right now, I’m in the process of moving. 95% of our ’stuff’ is out of this rent house and into our remodeled home. Since the telephone and internet have not yet been switched, my computer is still ‘here’. I’m keeping up with things online while I deep clean.
#1. Get moved out.
#2. Get moved in.
That will come next. My ‘office’ is all ready for me.
I think I’m doing pretty good keeping up with everything. Smiling. I still have stitches in my neck, from the major surgery I had about 5 weeks ago to rebuild an artery.
Please be Patient with me and I PROMISE, I will answer.
Hugs.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on February 28, 2008
at 12:52 pm
