Here I’ve already had a comment and haven’t even had the courage to write something about myself. My name is Sue Ann. People who know me, call me And. It’s an attitude. Think of it like I don’t like to choose between ice cream OR cake. I choose both.
It’s about Life and how much I love it.
I’m 51, a wife, mother and, grandmother. My youngest is still at home while my eldest has two children of her own. I have two college degrees, 2 Bachelor’s, one in Chemical Engineering and another in Business Management. I’ve designed electrical distribution lines for Power Company’s, worked in Human Resources for major metropolitan areas, been a financial manager, property manager and estate manager. My occupation of choice is Wife and Mother. As we own our own business, I do all the adminstrative tasks and, I also teach my own child from home. My curiculum is a lot stiffer then most schools.
I started studying the Divine Sciences over 33 years ago, having already been through the physical sciences and social sciences. I was born with a quest ‘to know’. And a stubborn refusal to allow anyone to do my thinking for me.
I don’t profess to be know-it-all. I don’t even know-it- almost. But what I do know, I know.
Currently, I’m living in the Pacific Northwest. A year ago, I started coming in from the Wilderness where I had been living. My backyard used to be Old Growth Forests of hemlock, spruce, cedar and fir, with acres of buttercups that bloom every spring. My neighbors were the bears, mountain lions, deer, elk, beaver and raccoon. An apple tree and the pear tree were in my front yard and there was berried treasure all over the place. I don’t really enjoy the exchange of traffic for trees. The fumes from exhausts are noxious when you’re not used to being around them. Our wilderness property is currently under development as my Husband is a General Contractor. When it’s done, home and 17 acres are going up on ebay. The Pacific Northwest has been too cold for my nature. I’m more like a sunflower. I like the heat and I like sunshine. What I don’t like, is wearing thermal underwear all year long.
I live in a little bitty town that people passing through often label a ‘ghetto’. I like it that way because then people keep going and don’t stop here. Of all the places I’ve ever lived, Chicago, Pittsburgh, Houston, Oklahoma City…, never have I lived in a place before where there has been such a sense of community. The people in my community value Tolerance, Compassion and Allowance. Maybe that’s why homeless people are bussed here from the cities.
Just moving into a town took courage for me. I had fled into the Wilderness. I went there to hide and die. But didn’t. Oh, I came close. The conditions I chose were so rough, as in no potable water, I had 2 strokes. Knocked out my vision, my speech and my balance & coordination centers, as well as, numbing and paralyzing my left side. As I had no insurance, daily life and surviving were my physical therapy.
You wouldn’t know anything had happened to meet me now. I have healed and my body has recontructed its neural pathways. I call them strokes of luck now, for ever since the strokes, my awareness was expanded. The area of the brain effected, was also the area of the brain in charge of perceiving time and space and, that’s how I know ‘Always Embraces all ways’. The strokes were a ‘quickening’.
In the past, we’ve called the field of study I have spent decades researching, ‘meta-physics’. Now it’s called Quantum physics. Columbus put forth the idea there were currents in the air and currents in the ocean. I put forth there are currents in the Quantum Field, too. Currents we all are aware of, just not consciously. I was born, somehow able to sense these currents.
I haven’t spoken to anyone beyond my immediate circle before, of what I see and sense. It was a big step for me when I finally told my Doctor. It was recommended that I write and share what I know. Keeping it locked within me and hiding it, is playing havoc with my blood pressure.
There you have it. I write now thanks to a Doctor’s guidance. I promised him I’d have a book written by the time I go see him in 6 months.
Great opener! Thanks for adding my blog to your blogroll and thanks for commenting on my post. Look forward to more exchange of ideas.
By: yogaguide on May 31, 2007
at 3:05 am
Hey Sue Ann,
Guess you have your share of life experiences. So hope to see you along the coming days.
Welcome to the world of blogging!
By: eukaryote on June 1, 2007
at 12:47 pm
You can do this in email perhaps, but my wife is suffereng from many seizures. She has suffered cognitive damage and needs to start getting her brain back in shape. But we are just kind of making it up as we go along. Any things you found particularly useful? So far she has conversations with the cat to help her verbal skills, reads slowly to rebuild her ability to read, plays brain games to rebuild her math ability, and plays guitar to build hand eye coordination. Perhaps this is all she can do right now. But if you have anything to share, it would be appreciated.
By: butchjax on June 3, 2007
at 6:28 am
It is a great life story so far Sue Ann! Happy writing!
Simonne
By: Simonne on June 3, 2007
at 7:58 am
Thank you Simone! Now that women are writing, I fully expect more of us will catch on!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 3, 2007
at 8:42 pm
Dearest Butchjax,
Here’s a hug, you need it. (hugs)
One of the first things I would recommend, is a Bop-It. It’s a toy. Similar to a Simon but more fun. You pull, twist and bop. It’s a fun way to help build back coordination skills.
And your cat, keep him/her close. Cats are bringing in healing energies that help us make our transitions and shifts in consicousness. Their purring is soothing, quieting and supportive of gentler states of being.
Understand that whatever area of our brain is effected, the rest of our brain can take over and be trained to do.
Perspective is EVERYTHING.
I’m a lamebrain and PROUD of it. I couldn’t be an inspiration for others, if I weren’t.
Your wife’s beliefs about what’s going on are the MOST IMPORTANT of all. If she believes her body has the power to heal, it will. It she perceives what is happening and what has happened as a ‘positive’ thing, even tho she may not understand, it is what will work the miracles.
Faith in herself. Faith in the power of her Spirit. Trust in Spirit, in her ‘higher self’, that this experience will turn out to be beneficial.
Tell her to be stubborn about it. Keep pushing herself to work what doens’t work. Share with her, that her determination is a reflection of how much she loves herself.
Often such things are an easier way to change and shift our consciousness then doing it any other way. If she’s experiencing any kind of sleep disruption patterns, then this shift in her consciousness, an actual expansions of it, is what is going on.
During our sleep patterns, is when a lot of our consicous thoughts are adjusted. It is also when we are assimilating information from other planes and dimensions. We wake up to ground and anchor, for it’s useless information if we can’t bring it back with us.
See our minds like a bucket. Our bucket fills , then we empty it. So we can go get another bucket full. We wake up every 2-3 hours or so, to ground and anchor in this dimension, then go back to sleep to absorb more.
This pattern will go along for a while, then stop as suddenly as it began. That’s when it has come time to apply and integrate, all we’ve brought back.
Right now, as there is a major shift, a quantum leap in consciousness coming in September, a lot of us are experiencing disrupted sleep patterns.
Me? I wake up every 2-3 hours soaking wet. I’m going ‘through the change’ and doing it naturally. Hot flashes, night sweats….there’s clammy, slick and dripping. Each are different experiences.
Being done with my cycles was one of my heartfelt desires. The fact that it is now happening, is proof of the universe responding to my Will. So as I wake up soaking wet, I keep this in mind. I send loving thoughts to my body, for serving me so faithfully.
I reinterate…if both of you see what is happening as a GOOD thing, it will make all the difference in the world in your wife’s healing process.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 3, 2007
at 9:18 pm
This is beautiful and sage advice. I had an amazing experience the night before last. I put a piece of Malachite under my pillow and I woke up every 2 to 3 hours from these intense ‘energy’ dreams. I don’t know how else to describe them. I was dreaming about energy stacking up in layers at lightening speed and I knew in the dream that a part of me was speaking to the cyrstal and that we were having a conversation. When I woke up my energy was so high and positive. I was very connected to my Angels the Goddesses who are working with me at the moment all day, it really was an amazing experience.
By: Simonne on June 4, 2007
at 4:05 am
Butchjax, have you and your wife tried any kinesiology or Brain Gym (a branch of kinesiology) exercises? There are some Brain Gym exercises that I think would be really really helpful for what you’re describing.
By: Simonne on June 4, 2007
at 4:08 am
I woke up at one of my ‘usual’ times last night (2;30am) soaking wet and disoriented, which is a ‘treat’ for me (it’s something different, I grow bored easily). The ONE thing on my mind was what I forget to share you you.
It’s being called ’standard technology’. Anyone and everyone can use it. Choose a cell in your body, a healthy cell. Everyone has at least one heathy cell or we wouldn’t be alive. Imagine the cell, happy and healthy, just a smile beaming on its face because you noticed it. I started doing a boogie-woogie with mine. Then proclaim this cell to be your standard. This is the standard you desire every cell in your body to emulate.
There, you’re done. You can do this with anything. A moment maybe, that you decide is going to be the standard for all the moments of you life.
ALL old modalities are now defunct. Meditation, visualization, prayer, etc. The earth Itself is already in the ‘New’ paradigm. Any use of the Old ways of using masculine dominance are coming back in our faces. FAST. The ‘New’ way is masculine AND feminine, United. Fusion, no more fission. No more polarities/dualities. About 30-50 years have been granted to give us time to move completely into it.
Another thing I forgot, was to say to use your imagination. Tell your wife to use hers. Imagine herself healthy, smilng, giggling and laughing. I mean use your imagination to put yourself /herself there. Feeeeel it. That’s the key element, the feeling of being there.
Once you’ve done that, just sit back and ride along like a leaf, who knows the current is going to bring you to exactly where you imagined.
You see, ‘time’, linear ‘time’ is an illusion. Just like space. But we need these illusions so we can slow down our creations to experience every single moment of them. Since most of us are living in the Past, ‘time’ is our experience of walking backwards into the Present.
IMAGINE it and, it will be.
The ‘clearer’ we get, the more of the Past we heal, the quicker our manifestations come, as we are collapsing ‘time’ as we heal the Past.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 4, 2007
at 4:20 pm
So, I see you weren’t kicked off Earth. The only thing certain is change. Likewise my energy which I don’t own is not the same as the last time we met. No longer do I associate with that group I was with. Last I heard they were near broke.
To remove pain remove seperation.
Hugs,
Alan
By: Alan on June 5, 2007
at 12:12 pm
Great to hear from you Alan! Are you feeling better?
rofl No, I wasn’t kicked off. I might choose to leave out of boredom but no one is kicking me anywhere.
You’ve apparently found out what you needed to find out about ‘the group’. Told ya’ so. (Smiling)
Here’s a hug (hug)
Ready to be Sovereign yet?
By: Sue Ann Edwards on June 5, 2007
at 3:20 pm
Thank you for the various ideas. I’m far to exhausted to say much else, but thank you.
By: butchjax on June 6, 2007
at 4:42 am
Hello Sue,
I want to thank you for your guidance earlier on awakening. I am now fully awakened thanks to your intuition and insights, I owe you a debt of gratitude for this. You have a gift, it is truly a blessing.
I hope that you will continue to contribute on AOB, your contribution would be invaluable to anyone who happened to visit the blog. I have added a link to your blog on mine, and I will not forget your assistance today.
Perhaps it’s time for me to head into the wilderness for awhile; I have not felt ready. But I feel that the city no longer has its hold on me; most likely because I am letting go of my own unhappy grip on it.
I also have had health problems in the past Sue. It has been difficult at times, but there is so much to learn from repairing one’s own health, which can be conferred to others. I’ve found that this in itself is a blessing.
You’re doing good work Sue, I can’t say enough how much I appreciate your assistance today. Thank you, I will remember it always.
By: lucidnomad on July 1, 2007
at 7:21 pm
Well Sue-Ann,
Serendipity runs our lives. Didn’t think about you for years then suddenly have an idea to google your name. What do you know, you have just set up your new site. The story is very long of why I had to leave that group. It began with the death of my Dad on sept 12 2004. Which would be sept 11 your time.
Dad didn’t just leave, Alan called him in and dad piggy backed through the funeral and a few days after. To cut the story short Alan went home and Dad stayed in Alan’s body. This is my understanding anyway. Alas Alan was never your twin energy, Maybe your twin energy could be me.
This energy I carry is an aspect of the Ancient Uranus and has links to Enki. So I have links to the Father of Mankind.
and what about you Sue-Ann are you ready to be sovereign.
Hugs,
By: Alahara (alan) on July 2, 2007
at 4:42 am
I have been Sovereign for long, long, time. The rest of your post, is your typical nonsense.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 2, 2007
at 8:26 am
butchjax, you might look into biofeedback. It is a treatment in which the nervous system is given a feedback system with which to gauge its own functioning.
It’s done with electrodes and a computer and software which has been developed over the last 30+ years.
The way it works is that the program gives your system feedback on how it’s doing by you watching the program.
The computer becomes just a sort of sensor system with the results on the computer screen, for your own nervous system to monitor & fix itself with.
Your system is 100% in control, the computer just tells it what it needs to know about its own functioning.
I know of one person who does this treatment, who lives in the Pacific NW, I know that she is an extremely skilled doctor/healer, who knows what she’s doing and isn’t a quack or anything.
But you should look into who all is out there before just choosing someone, the effectiveness of the therapies is about 90% based on the skill and understanding of the doctor.
I thought this might be of some assistance to you, if you want to know of a good person to go to, send me an email and I’ll get the info to you.
By: lucidnomad on July 2, 2007
at 1:07 pm
Right now options are limited by cost. But we do have a biofeedback system, Journey to Wild Divine. I don’t have the other software that goes with it that doesn’t involve playing the game, but in any case I find the game helpful (when I remember to play)
Thank you for the suggestion though.
By: butchjax on July 2, 2007
at 8:51 pm
Hi Lucidnomad!
De-Lighted to be of some use!
I’m sitting here typing with yellow paint still all over my hands. I was that tired when I came home. I spent yesterday painting walls. They’re not done yet.
Maybe this wouldn’t appear noteworthy on the surface of it….however…
In Light of the fact that 5 years ago I experienced 2 strokes, which among other things numbed and paralyzed the left side of my body, what I did yesterday expresses the capacity of our own bodies to heal themselves, if we allow it.
I used biofeedback for years, many years ago. Imagining the colors: Blue, Pink, Yellow, Clear/white, Green, Crimson, then Violet, while saying ‘I am Blue’, I am Pink’, etc., can do wonders. Those colors specifically. If you find yourself enjoying one color more then others, go with it. This would relate to balancing your ‘chakras’.
‘New’ modalities are now in play. And they are amazingly easy. One of them is being called ’standard technology’.
IMAGINE, (not just visualize), a healthy cell in your body. Everyone alive has at least one healthy cell, no matter how ‘bad’ we’re feeling. Talk to the cell. See the cell’s smiley face as you deemed it worthy to notice it. See the cell healthy and happy. Jumping up and down excitedly because it was reconized by the God of its Universe. I did the ‘boogie-woogie’ with mine. A close friend did the ‘twist’ with hers.
Now, state this cell to be your standard, for all the others cells in your body. And by your Will, it Will be done.
Another activity is to actually send Love to our bodies. ‘Thank you for bearing the brunt and the burden of my creativity over the years for me. You have served me faithfully. Thank you.’
Believing in our bodies own immune system and focusing attention on that, goes a lot further towards promoting Health and well being then worrying about the next ‘bug’ that’s going around. Instead of worrying about catching it, figure you will and, imagine your immune system being capable of neutralizing any its effects.
As we release toxic ideas and beliefs from within us, there will follow a physical period of releasing toxins, too. It’s the Law of Correspondences:as above, so below.
Our bodies can repair themselves. I’m living proof of it. When I smashed the subclavian artery in my shoulder, my blood supply re-routed itself. The blood supply now flows through my brain backwards. And the tip of my finger grew back, as did all my nails.
The only difference between science and miracles is conscious application.
When we look at our bodies, we are looking at the Past. As we heal, we are letting go of the Past and the hold Past experiences have had on us. Our bodies change as a result.
I have almost NO body fat. I’m not storing anything for a possible future where there ‘might not be enough’. It also only takes at most, 1 cup of food a day, to keep me going. I experience ‘hunger’, which is my body signaling its needs for nutrients but, not ‘appetite’, which is emotionally driven.
By the time I look at a menu, trying to decide what to order, imagining all the different dishes, I’m full, already. So I have to decide before I get there, then not look at the menu, if I actually want to enjoy the experience of eating with everyone else.
About a year and a half ago, I simply switched off when it came to coffee. It’s not that I don’t like it anymore; it’s simply 1/3 of a cup is about all I can take before I’ve had enough.
I drink lots of tea and eat lots of dark chocolate for the anti-oxidants. And pay attention to maintaining a healthy digestive system by eating a serving a yogurt a day. Start with the digestive system and all the other systems line up, too.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 3, 2007
at 10:11 am
Hi Sue…where do I find the Language of God post you mentioned?
By: SurfaceEarth on July 25, 2007
at 10:25 am
Hi SE!!!!
Ohhhh…, thank you, thank you, thank you.
The posts I mentioned on your blog were posts I put up first. I found them….buried.
So I put them up as pages, too. (I’m learning with this blogging…smiling…I guess I hit the ground running and learning as I go)
So the links are NOW….drum roll….right on the side bar.
Please enjoy!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on July 25, 2007
at 1:21 pm
Thank you! I’m off and running….
By: SurfaceEarth on July 25, 2007
at 2:43 pm
Hi Sue…found you through Mother WinterMoon….
I liked what you said on her “about me” page…about finding one happy cell and encouraging it’s contagious happy nature to spread throughout our body! It’s so up my alley…this way of thinking…not because I’ve ever healed myself that way, but because I studied holistic health not too long ago and 10 yrs prior my chiropractor encouraged me to find my happy cell (via his hands and words) and set me on the path of helping others find their own self-healer.
I think I’ll be stopping by again…until then peace in!
Lil
By: Lillithmother on September 5, 2007
at 6:45 pm
Greetings {lillithmother}!
It’s passing strange, I wrote a response last night to this comment but this morning it is no where to be found.
Sigh. Must mean the second time will be better!
I really appreciate your name. Realy, really, really appreciate it.
This meditation/visualization has been throwing some of us for a loop. Right after we did it, all sorts of health issues surfaced. One lady found out she had cancer. My little toe started turning purple. And when this happens, it’sawful easy to get caught in one of our negative fanstasy patterns of doubt and disbelief.
But the lady who found out she had cancer, found out in tme to completely take care of it…so on the other side of her treatment, is what she imagined.
And I’ll find out what’s on the other side of my toe experience. I sense it’s simply an inflamed nerve bundle cutting off circulation. But Doctors want me checked out anyway, so off I go to appointments with cardiovascular specialists and neurologists.
The last time I went to a vascular specialist, they wanted to actually SEE how the blood flows through my brain in a reverse direction then normal. Through the course of their tests, my throat chakra was irradiated. Since then, sometimes when I speak, it sounds like I’m using two sets of vocal cords, because two tones are coming out of me at the same time.
It’s effective for startling my kids….
By: Sue Ann Edwards on September 6, 2007
at 10:40 am
I’m wondering if Yutaka Tanaka used to live at 19 Tengawa Hiedano Cho in Kamioka City, Kyoto. If so, I was his American “pen pal” back in the 1960s!
By: Nancy on October 14, 2007
at 5:15 pm
Greetings {{Nancy ! }}
I’ve given Tanaka permission to translate my writings into Japanese, so he’s likely going to see your comment. Hopefully, he’ll comment back….long lost pen pals….
That’s wonderful!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on October 14, 2007
at 5:49 pm
I found you through Motherwintermoon. How serendipitous! I’m reading The Fabric of the Cosmos, Brian Greene–a non-scientist friendly exploration of quantum physics and cosmology. You have a fascinating story to tell.
By: ggirl on October 17, 2007
at 7:50 am
Hi {{ggirl}} !!!!
Yes, I’ve been adventuring into the quantum level for many many years. That’s what and why many scientists are stumped. Because they are scientists. They’re looking for predictability and repetition and, that’s not how the Quantum field works. Our approach and attitude HAS to be one of adventure, before we get anyplace in our understanding of it.
Please be welcome here!
{hugs}
By: Sue Ann Edwards on October 17, 2007
at 6:18 pm
I’m not even sure how I found you…no matter. I found your story of survival fascinating!
I admire your strength…and I feel a good energy here.
I only started exploring the quantum level recently so I most certainly will be back when I have more time to explore your inspiring site.
~gypsy-he♥rt
By: gypsy-heart on January 18, 2008
at 8:40 pm
Welcome, Welcome {{{gypsy-heart}}} !!!!!!
Thank You for sharing yourself with me and making this blog even richer!!!!!
One of the reasons ’scientists’ are having difficulties understanding and grasping the “quantum level” is because we’re trying by using our heads. This ‘level’ is Intuitive. It is sensed, not thought.
Explore and enjoy yourself!
Everyone who comes gets {{{{Hugs}}}}.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on January 19, 2008
at 2:48 pm
Sue Ann,
I’ve read your comments on different sites from time to time, and today’s the first time I’ve really looked you up, so to speak. I’m impressed and surprised.
I read your story and it makes sense that the words you speak come from a person like you, but sometimes it’s hard for me to take your words and create a full mental image that reflects reality.
Anywho, I’d enjoy hearing more of your thoughts and experiences that allow you to love the way you do. I just get that sense that you’d say something profound, you know?
Thanks for responding to everyone’s comments too. It makes a nice feeling on the blog, among other things.
By: Bart on February 27, 2008
at 5:27 pm
Greetings {{Bart}}} !!!
Thank You for sharing yourself with me and leaving a comment!
I really DO understand what you’re saying…
I know I’m not *normal*. I’m “the crazy lady” that doesn’t ever see things the ways most of us do. It’s been the bane of my existence for most of my life that has just recently really, turned out to be a blessing. It’s all in the way we look at it. rofl…
I will enjoy responding more in depth when I am in a place I can give it the focus it deserves.
Right now, I’m in the process of moving. 95% of our ’stuff’ is out of this rent house and into our remodeled home. Since the telephone and internet have not yet been switched, my computer is still ‘here’. I’m keeping up with things online while I deep clean.
#1. Get moved out.
#2. Get moved in.
That will come next. My ‘office’ is all ready for me.
I think I’m doing pretty good keeping up with everything. Smiling. I still have stitches in my neck, from the major surgery I had about 5 weeks ago to rebuild an artery.
Please be Patient with me and I PROMISE, I will answer.
Hugs.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on February 28, 2008
at 12:52 pm
Hi SueAnn, I came across this article,
http://www.rahul.net/raithel/otfw/5threeAndfour.html
and remembered something you said about 4 dimensions, and wish to know your thoughts of this. What I had been wondering about when I came across it, was something else I had read, something about without 1 there cannot be 2 and there must be a 3 as well to observe, but I can’t find this article now and wish I could to re-read it.
By: tumel on January 23, 2009
at 10:05 am
Hi Tumel!
I checked the link you shared.
And *chuckled*.
I admit, I really really didn’t and don’t, have any desire to proceed further with the mathematical and analytical questioning.
There is much hidden is the phrase ‘the two become one’ and the ‘the three who are one’.
It helps if we understand what is being referred to, has absolutely nothing to do with “math” or the concepts of “numbers”.
First, the way the “two become one”, is our Personality becomes Integrated with our Soul. This is the fusion of our conscious and subconscious mind levels. Then the “two who are one” Integrate with our Pure Spiritual Essence, or super-consciousness level of mind, which is what is being called as the “three becoming one”.
The 4th dimension is basically the Reality of our thoughts and ideas. It’s also been called the “Astral Realm”. It has more Glamour and Illusions then we have to deal with in the 3rd dimension, which is where density of Light waves is the greatest density.
It is to this 4th dimension that we go to, when our physical bodies die *here*. We have a 4th dimensional body *there*. We even have 4th dimensional body *there*, when we have a 3rd dimensional body *here*.
And our subconscious mind becomes our conscious mind and proceeds to call into creation in 4th dimensional substance, the same way we create our realities *here* in 3rd dimensional substance.
But we’re still *stuck* in Illusions are far as Spirit is concerned. The only thing we realize is that we survive our physical bodies and we are more then just our physical bodies.
I call the Astral realm “deluded”. And that certainly doesn’t please those of us who believe they have contacted any kind of Spiritual realm, when accessing the Astral. That is the reason why I guide to ONLY call for “guides” that ARE “Ascended”, for the Astral realms are full of ‘entities’ that get their jollies off by people *here” believing in them and actually listening to what they have to say. Big joke.
Unless the guidance is coming from someone who has ascended into the 5th, it’s all *off*, for polarity and duality still rule the 4th dimension as it does *here*.
The 5th dimension is considered the 1st SPIRITUAL dimension. It’s as low in density of light waves that Pure Spirit can go. Spirit knows only Unity Awareness as REAL. All realities based on polarity and duality are simply “bad dreams” that we will eventually wake up from sometime, as far as Spirit is concerned. To experience lower dimensions of vibration, Spirit works through our Soul, which is what connects our physical to the realms of Pure Spirit.
Super-consciousness is accessed through our subconscious and is what we have called “Intuition”. It is through the use of our Intuition, that we Integrate the levels of Mind: Conscious, Subconscious and Super-conscious.
Does that help?
{{{{hugs}}}}
By: Sue Ann Edwards on January 23, 2009
at 6:20 pm
By: tumel on January 24, 2009
at 11:56 am
It looks like things are a little mixed up. I suspect it’s because ‘Stein’ is still questioning himself. Which is a WONDERFUL thing! However, such pursuits into mental analysis lead to dead ends. “We can’t get there from here” basically. Pursuing it with my mentality only landed me in the hospital from strokes. The Path is NOT walked from our analytical mind. Intuition comes from Heart, not Head and is based on what is Loving. Thank you for the offer of a link, but this line of analytical pursuit is like “concrete”, thoroughly mixed up and set in its ways.
As you said, “in reverse”, we’re looking at past history. Like the out breath. What we’re in *Now* is the in breath stage. We just began. That is what the quantum shift is all about.
Just like we breath out and in, so does ‘God’. On the out breath, creation moves towards greatest separation, where on the in breath, it moves towards returning to union. It’s the difference between analysis and synthesis.
In analyzing, we pick things apart. In synthesis, we put them together.
Like when I was a child, I would take a thing apart because I wanted to see how it worked. But I couldn’t always put it together again, because the procedure for putting it together was different then taking it apart.
There are many things “Jupiter” symbolizes. For one, after our parts, or aspects symbolized by Sun, Moon, Mercy, Venus and Mars, is Jupiter. Waaaaaaay back in time, this was IT. As a human being, we hadn’t acquired the expanded aspects symbolized by Saturn, Uranus, Neptune and Pluto.
Like…we could barely think, adding 1+1=2, so abstract reasoning ability would be FAR beyond anything we could comprehend. Abstract reasoning ability didn’t really appear among our mass population until about 1600AD, when “science” appeared on the scene.
There is also another meaning for “Jupiter”. It represents the “1st race of Man” to Ascend. This happened BEFORE what is called “the fall of Man”, when duality and polarity were first introduced into our minds.
“Jupiter” also represents our Beliefs. It is a social function of the Law of Attraction. It by our beliefs that we gather into groups of “like minded”.
In order to create realities of duality and polarity, “One” is first divided into 2:masculine and feminine. Then “One is divided into 3: cardinal, fixed and mutable. Then “One” is divided into 4: earth, wind, fire and air. Resulting in many possible combination’s and permutations of the “One”….Individualization.
But studying the way things got separated into Individualization does not bring to us the Wisdom of knowing of how to fuse and Integrate our Individualization back into Unity. Like I said to {{Simon}} recently: We came from “Am”. When we became a human being, we became an “I am”. We do NOT go back to being “Am” again, like many eastern mystics and guru’s think. Because they are remembering backwards.
We proceed onward to “I AM”.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on January 24, 2009
at 2:47 pm
I am harmonic even when I am inharmonic
! and I am glad of the I am patience in you.
By: tumel on January 25, 2009
at 8:43 am
and….:)
I really wish to change the words I am to We are
By: tumel on January 25, 2009
at 9:20 am
*Smiling* “Patience” is the ability to wait in Trust. What fuels mine, is the ability to Trust in the “I Am” Presence within each one of us. just like I have learned to Trust in my own.
It’s what the Divine Feminine does…hold the Immaculate Concept.
I compare it to being a human Mother, in that whatever trouble our children get into, even so far as going to jail, we will still Love them in jail. Like G.W.’s mom most likely still loves him, even though he is now publicly reviled.
I *know* where your heart is {{tumel}}. You are TRUE in your endeavor. When I lose my Patience, it is with those of us who aren’t even trying and who waste my time and energy, as I ’see’ it.
EVERY Master will give 3 chances. If, after sharing their Wisdom 3 times, a person has not endeavored to understand or apply anything the Master has shared, the person is no longer granted access to that Master.
{{Mindy}} was such a one *here* recently. She had no desire to understand or in being understanding, so I ‘cut her off at the pass’, by expressing the ~energy~ of inspiration, that would in turn, motivate her to cease trying to gain my attention.
YOU are not a {{Mindy}}.
{{{hugs}}}
I admit, I HAVE been curious about what you are seeking…but I *know* better then to ask. You like to find your answers yourself, for yourself. So I simply maintain the Trust and the Patience that you will.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on January 25, 2009
at 1:59 pm
I am not sure what I seek either SueAnn:) Maybe just self-educating in things I wish to learn more of:)
By: tumel on January 29, 2009
at 12:31 pm
Wonderful blog, simply serene!
By: sheryn on February 1, 2009
at 5:58 am
You know why we seek?
Because we also know we created the answer. We put it there for ourselves to find. The minute we begin to seek, is the minute we created the answer. All “time” is, is slowing down our creations, so that we may enjoy the journey’s and adventure’s of our desires.
It’s like going Easter egg hunting and playing the Easter bunny at the same time but having forgotten about the Easter bunny part, already. Along with *where* we hid all our eggs.
Self recognition and Self realization is all “The Path” Is.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on February 3, 2009
at 7:19 pm
Greetings {{sheryn}} !!!
Those {{{}}} are Hugs, btw.
Welcome! Welcome!
Balance, Harmony, Serenity and Tranquility are all qualities I found within me. So I share what and as I am able. It is my firm idea that we all have these qualities within us, and every other quality we could ever need as well. We simply have never looked.
All of us and each one of Us is a Treasure, a gold mine. We simply haven’t known we could tap into it.
Welcome!
By: Sue Ann Edwards on February 3, 2009
at 7:24 pm
((((HUGS, HUGS, HUGS)))) Sueann
I have been re-reading posts the last few days and today I just felt an over-whelming want or wish to hug you.:) so I do so in the word, and hope you feel the energy I wish in it.
By: tumel on April 3, 2009
at 9:12 am
I can always use (((HUGS)))) !!!!!!!!
Every day. Never get enough of them either!
And ((((((HUGS, HUGS, HUGS))))) right back at ya’!
I haven’t been writing much at all. ~rolling my eyes~
Sigh. Moving energy in other dimensions always eventually yields moving things around in this one. *smiling*
{{{Sis}}} is *here* now. She moved from San Francisco to *here*. Drove the moving truck herself towing a trailer with her car loaded on it behind! It was a BIG truck, that was LONG, too.
We simply kept telling people we only knew how to use “P” and “D”, ‘Park’ and ‘Drive’. No “R” stuff. We don’t know how to go back, just forward. No D1 or D2 stuff, either….they’re waaay beyond what either one of us desired to contemplate needing.
We drove through “Grant’s Pass”, (4000+ feet), at 35 mph because of the grade, in a snow storm, feeling Compassion for the truckers inching slowly up the hill going 5mph. One fella’ hauling a blade for a wind turbine might very well still be there.
We were very happy to leave the “runaway truck” lanes behind us.
Just as soon as we crossed the Columbia river, we ran into rain, and I said “Welcome to Washington!”
Of course, we’re still unpacking…
Something that’s already come to light is a card Sis received from a company she does business with…it’s called “eco-mail” and I thought of you and your gardens.
It’s a card made of recycled paper, with seeds in the paper. Just dig a little hole and plant the card. I immediately ’saw’ excellent marketing in the printing itself. So I went in search today and found one company that produces cards and other products made out of “seed paper”. Here’s the link of the company I found:
http://www.factorydirectpromos.com/seed_custom.new.html
I’m going to send the link to my eldest son, who has quite recently announced his plans and ideas of going into business planting gardens for people. ~strange~ how same ideas are popping out of us all over the place, huh?
Right now, seed paper is uncommon. Which makes business cards and stationary products made out of it, something that will be remembered. And how perfect for a gardener!
I Love You ((((tumel))))
By: Sue Ann Edwards on April 3, 2009
at 4:07 pm
Thankyou for your responce in connetion to the information I am revealing on http://www.crimsoncircle.dk.
I enjoyed your words and energy of wisdom and had a good laugh at the same time.
I agree and feel everything your wrote.
Would you be interested that I put your mail on crimsoncircle.dk with or without you name on it.
Warmly
Torben Hansen
By: Torben Hansen on April 9, 2009
at 1:14 pm
{{{{Hugs}}}} Torben!
By all means, you can copy and/or forward my mail to you. You can put my name on it if you like or leave it off. I leave that to your choice. I’m not trying to *hide*.
I will share that the CC Board doesn’t ~like~ me very much. I participated ONCE. I was asked to come by one of its members. I was asked to come to move some energy.
Which I did. Then I left, for the responses to this energy movement I set into motion were not positive. It would not be Loving to me, to participate where what I have to share is seen as no value. I would be denying myself both Love and Respect.
So I Respected the choices of the group to stay *STUCK* but I also left ways to find me for those interested in what I have in abundance to share.
I AM “Shaumbra” but claim NO affiliation with “The Crimson Circle” nor put much stock or value in Sundance Company’s “intellectual properties”. I personally prefer Clarity over confusion and messages undistorted by our vain and insecure egos.
Here’s a link you might be interested in:
http://sueannedwards.wordpress.com/living-light/knowing
It concerns the use of the term “Gnost” and may very well be familiar to you.
You may also enjoy this one…
http://sueannedwards.wordpress.com/2008/06/05/the-carrot-and-the-donkey/#comment-1754
Warm hugs right back at ya’
Sue Ann
By: Sue Ann Edwards on April 9, 2009
at 3:04 pm
{{{Torben}}}
It comes to me that it would help if I shared WHY I don’t put much stock or value in the “intellectual properties”.
I never did sign up to attend any workshops. So I didn’t *know* until I heard from someone very close to me what was going on. And that was…
having to pay a “fee”, a “renewal fee” every year in order to be able to use any of the teachings and/or wisdom gleaned by and through attending said workshops.
Typical mlm business structure, with all those at the top, profiting off the life energy of all those who join later.
Just like “Sharecropping” or the feudal system where the “lord” profits, through the life efforts and energy of the “peasants”, who BELONG to him. Like the railroad barons PROFITED off the living energy and life efforts of all the laborers that BUILT the rails.
Then there’s the little tidbit about attending seminars and workshops then having to end up PAYING for a recording of it.
I wondered a few years ago, when the plans for a “New Energy Company” were announced, how the CC was going to pull that one off. For a “New Energy Company” has to have at least SOME “New Energy” invested in it, if it ever wants to get off the ground. I saw this “New Energy Company” of theirs, as a lead blimp, in other words.
I’ve heard tell that some pay “Norma” $5000 for one of her “breath sessions”. Where I’d be more likely to pay her $5000 to keep her mouth shut.
Because to me, what’s being expressed feels like nails on a chalkboard. Pathos, melodrama….totally maudlin and emotionally self indulgent. Whenever I hear “norma’s” voice, a picture of The Jetson’s robot maid pops into my head. The episode where she has broken up with her robot boyfriend. “Uggggg uhhhhhh, uggggg, uhhhhh, uggggggg uhhhhhhh.”
“Poor me, poor poor me. I’ve been so hurt. I’ve been so wounded.”
And if any of us wonder why it doesn’t matter if we listen to the beginning Shouds of years ago or recent ones….
It’s because of the ‘issue’ of EFFECTIVENESS.
The latest message spoke of “intensity”. Know what I heard? That those attending that day were being told they were too tense.
After that, a rendition of “I’m a teepee, I’m a wigwam” began playing in my head. You know….”two tents”.
For the structure that has been built by the Crimson Circle, is in the pattern of a teepee or a wigwam. Basically, a teepee is made of a bunch of sticks leaning on each other. It is a group that so far, has been very adamant and defensive in their dedication to remaining a co-dependency group.
Group Leader goes home for the holidays. Doesn’t receive any validation from Mom. And returns to seek that Validation from CC Members.
Classic energetic feeding pattern right there.
Well….
there is a BIG difference between being a stick in a teepee and being a Pillar of Light.
and it’s the same difference between what is being called “old” energy and what is being called “new”.
All hail the lead blimp.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on April 13, 2009
at 1:52 pm
Hi Sue !
I could not have expressed it better. I had a huge heartfelt laugh.
Warmly Torben
By: Torben Hansen on April 13, 2009
at 3:39 pm
Sue, what a treat to find your blog. To know I am not the only one who has experienced this with the CC. My experience is very recent, as in the last 2 weeks (of being ousted from the Teepee for calling a spade a spade). But I’ve been with the CC for almost the whole 10 years. I’ve heard and seen a lot, but what I have seen in the past year or so is what led me to the point of finally really waking up to what was going on. I have been friends with one of the main “inner players” for many years. She was not always an “inner” but became one herself about 1 1/2 years ago. She has shared a WHOLE LOT with me first hand about what she found when she got there….yet she has chosen to pull the wool over her eyes and look the other way in response to it. I did for awhile too, out of wanting to not lose the friendship. But some events that occurred in the middle of August made me realize I can no longer look away. My initial response was one of anger but now I’m more in a place of just wanting to understand what the hell happened and to make sure I don’t get sucked back in! LOL! I’ve left my email address on the side here, I would so love to connect with you by email if you are willing. Thank you for letting me know I am not alone.
By: Jodie on September 6, 2009
at 11:46 am
Hi Jodie, Sue and Torben ,
Thanks for this website Sue!
I am sometimes on the CC messages board. I follow the shouds, bought a lot of CD’s and followed 2 workshops. Since a few days I feel something, I am suspicious about the CC but don’t know why. So now I have a question for Jodie. Can you please be more specific on what happened in august?
Thanks! Ingeborg.
By: Ingeborg on September 7, 2009
at 11:34 am
Hi Ingeborg,
As it appears you may already be feeling, my situation that occurred in August most definitely had to do with CC. I’m still in a place of trying to find my own balance in everything that happened without falling into judgment and blame. I don’t really want to go into specifics as I don’t feel it’s my place to “oust their secrets” but suffice it to say, they are there. I can say that the stuff with the stockholder situation that has already been posted here is quite accurate as well as one aspect of it that is still not known but if the stockholders knew about would really “finish the puzzle” so to speak on what really happened.
The “straw that broke the camels back” for me was something I learned while I was spending a weekend at this person’s (that I mentioned in my post above) house in August that just showed me that there is a huge lack of integrity going on with Geoff that I no longer wanted to be a part of. It was a huge wake up call in discernment that showed me he can no longer speak as a clear channel when he’s got so much going on that is out of alignment with what he teaches. Listening to the most recent shoud from Sept. 5th really confirmed that for me as I felt so much contradiction in what came through. For me, I feel that Tobias’s leaving in July was a huge transition point for all of those who call themselves Shaumbra and I think they (the main players) needed far more than 6 weeks to integrate it all as well as get their own “stuff” cleared before they should have ever gone forward on this new endeavor they are on. Today, I am mostly sad about it all and know that these times are intense for all of us. I just hope they find a way to clear their “own backyard” first before really taking their work forward any further.
By: Jodie on September 7, 2009
at 1:48 pm
Thanks Jodie, for your information. I am bit disappointed that you don’t want to be more specific but I think I understand why.
Thanks Sue Ann for let me use your blog for this, I guess it wasn’t meant for ex-CC-members who wants to share their stories.
By: Ingeborg on September 7, 2009
at 11:37 pm
Ingeborg,
Please email me at sunshinegang@hcinet.net
Since all this is still so fresh for me, and the backlash I got from them still stings even now, I hope you can understand my reluctance of knowing who to trust. I have yet to hear from Sue Ann and really wanted to make contact with her and even Torben too before going further with things. I hope you understand!
By: Jodie on September 8, 2009
at 7:44 am
Greetings Jodie & Ingeborg!
{{{{hugs}}}}
I was getting ready for the 1st day back at school yesterday, so I didn’t have a chance to respond.
{{Ingeborg}}, my blog is meant for whatever we choose to use it for! You are most welcome!!!! And sharing our stories is how we serve one another.
{{Jodie}}, I have enjoyed and appreciated the Shouds over the years but I’ve never been involved in any of the CC Group’s doings. My beloved {{Sis}} has been involved though, so I am aware of the business correspondence.
I’m also aware of the resonances that come/came through the q &a sections and it is this resonance that is the reason I stayed away. I joined the CC Board briefly a little over a year ago, because I was asked to come by {{Sis}}. She shared there were posts appearing expressing genuine inner journeys and effort being made, so I showed up. And there was very little self respect there, much less being expressed.
It was not a Loving place but a needy place and hell bent on staying that way.
I spoke up to join my voice with Torben’s. New energy, old energy, professional business ethics are professional business ethics. It took Courage to speak up like Torben did and my desire was to be supportive of such quality of character.
What’s been going on?
Enlightenment.
Like clockwork, 1st thing that happens when our awareness expands, is disillusionment. And our usual knee jerk reaction is to get angry at whoever pulled the wool over our eyes. But who we are REALLY angry at and with, is ourselves.
For choosing to believe in it or believe it to begin with.
The important part about it all is that we do NOT believe it anymore.
Believe it or not {{Jodie}}, you’re not the first person to tell me of the latest Shoud. {{Sis}} already gave me a warning I most likely would not be pleased. From what I’ve heard so far, when I sit down to listen, I’m going to be listening from the point of view of curiousity.
What does a channel do when they’re suppose to be channeling St. Germain and St. Germain doesn’t even bother to show up?
It’s like I’ve been trying to share but I guess ‘try’ is the operative word, since I wasn’t successful…
ANY idea or concept of “exclusiveness” is NOT a Spiritual vibration. It is the very IDEA of “exclusiveness” that makes ~old~ energy patterns, OLD!
Integrity is created through the process of Integration. I’ve known for quite a few years that the CC Group hasn’t done much in the way of Integration.
And We cannot extend what we do not have.
All any of us can give is all we have. I feel great Compassion for the CC Group, for their future is not the one that was dreamed of.
In 2005, they were riding the crest of the last old energy wave. Communications and correspondence were overflowing with optimistic projections of expansiveness. As well as, control freaking activity.
In 2006, things started going down. This is when our cycle of Accountability & Responsibility began. An inner audit was being taken. Our “Selfs” showed up, asking for an accounting of our intentions and deep motives.
That’s coincidentally when the requests for cash donations began in earnest. Fees for continuing to be ‘certified’ also appeared.
If there was a way to squeeze people for money/energy, it was tried. That’s when my alarm bells started going off and I started asking {{Sis}} what experiences she had had.
I feel Honored you have shared your email with me, Jodie. I have your email too, Ingeborg! (wink)
And I’m going to sit down and write both of you now.
Thank you for enriching my life by letting me know {{{you}}}
Sincerely,
Sue Ann
By: Sue Ann Edwards on September 8, 2009
at 8:42 am
{{Ingeborg}}
Especially in light of what you shared, I would guide to Be True to Your Own Heart.
Listen to it and observe its cautions. If there is a sense of uneasiness, then there IS a Reason.
Trust in what your Intuition is revealing to you.
{{{hugs}}}
By: Sue Ann Edwards on September 8, 2009
at 12:08 pm
{{tobie}} } }…
ANY and ALL expressions of “exclusive” are nothing more then illusions.
There is NO….nothing…nada…zip….zero Spiritual Understanding and Essence present, when such attitudes are being expressed.
All That Is means All That Is.
Not just “some”.
All of our ideas about an “exclusive anything”, like the idea of a “gated heaven” are products of our emotional issues. Most especially those we have not dealt with.
“Sensitivity” brings AWARENESS, not “boohoo, the world is such a coarse place for my “refined” *coughcough* ’sensitivities’. All the “protect me from all the hurt in the world” is, is a cry of being intensely AFRAID. Simply a desire of needing a ’safe’ place indicates we do NOT feel safe. Address why, since we are all Sovereign over our emotions. Deifying our neurosis isn’t going to empower or heal anyone.
Fear is not Love. Nor does it have the Creative Power of Love.
The Whole purpose of Unconditional Love, is that it is ALL inclusive. No conditions and no exclusions.
Anyone of us delivering messages tinted with either conditions or exclusions, is operating from our insecure Personality level. It will not be a message of any kind of Spiritual Light or Understanding. Such is what happens anytime we choose to believe in love only upon condition.
Love upon condition is bartering and when we speak of bartering for love, we’re genuinely talking about prostituting ourselves.
If we would simply look at our emotional behaviour, much would become clear.
Beliefs in conditional love create psychological issues of insecurity and self doubt. We are needy and seek relationships with others in order to fulfill those needs. It is not Love that is extended in these types of relationships; it is need.
Need is not Love. It indicates a lack of it.
Genuine Love extends itself for the sheer Joy of extension. No exclusions, no conditions. Like the Light of the Sun shines on everyone and everything equally.
By: Sue Ann Edwards on September 14, 2009
at 6:37 pm
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By: - Mystic Knowing :: Inside You Know... on October 7, 2009
at 8:58 pm
Welcome ! {{{Mystic Knowing}}}
Those {{{}}} are hugs, btw…
By: Sue Ann Edwards on October 10, 2009
at 3:46 pm