Posted by: Sue Ann Edwards | April 30, 2008

Discernment - The 3rd Labor of Hercules - The Apples of Hesperides

I dedicate this post to {{Simon}}, who worries he isn’t shifting fast enough…

When a certain idea keeps coming to me from all sides, repeatedly, it is one of the ways I am to “know” that I am being ~prodded~, goaded even, to speak, when I really don’t want to. (My own human self, getting in My way.)

Lately, one of the issues has been the issue of discernment. So long as there are those of us working on this issue, there will be lies and deceivers, for they are the polar ‘opposites’ of us when we do not know how to discern truth from illusion. Lies and gullibility are two sides to the same coin, two ends to the same rubber band.

Discernment happens to be the 3rd labor of Hercules. It’s rather an involved labor. After the 1st labor of reining in our horses, The Capture of the Man-Eating Mares, establishing mental discipline and, the 2nd labor of riding our bull of desire over to the Temple of our Soul, The Capture of the Cretan Bull, comes the labor of discernment: the Golden Apples of Hesperides.

This is the labor of bringing the two poles of our being together. Coordinating, synthesizing, integrating and, creating a state of at-one-ment between our Soul and our Personality, so that duality gives way to Unity and all pairs of opposites are blended, are seen as ends of the same rubber band. The apples are symbols of the all inclusive nature of Spirit, how all are nurtured by the same Tree of Life.

In the story there were 3 apples, symbolizing Instinct, Intellect and Intuition. The 3 layers of Mind. It takes Intellect, a conscious act of Will, to overcome Instinct, which was the lesson of labors 1 & 2.

But it is still Instinct that is activating the Law of Attraction…that is riding our desire nature (the bull) and, causing our fear inducing perceptions (our horses running wild with us). Until this pattern is overcome, through the Discernment of Intuition. The 3rd labor is to register contact with Spirit in waking consciousness and recognize its qualities.

In the story, Hercules is to get the Golden Apples, which grow on the Tree of Wisdom, a sacred tree of great renown. The tree and its fruit were said to have been a Gift from Divine Mother, the unconditional support structure of Her Garden of Eden. The fame and tale of these sweet fruits had been told far and wide, luring many sons of man and Sons of God over time.

He was told 3 things about his labor. First, that the way would be long. Second, that the tree was well guarded by three beautiful maidens, who were in turn guarded by a dragon with 100 heads. And third, to guard himself well from strength too great for him and wiles beyond his comprehension.

He was also told that on his search he would meet with 5 tests, each with Insight upon where the fruits of Wisdom could be found. As with each of us, at this stage of our enlightenment are in search of 5 things: we have not what is called “a translation faculty of the Presence”, for we do not yet posses the privilege and the prerogative. We may claim to believe in the Reality of a Soul, in the possibility of being Whole and Complete, in a journey of self discovery and self realization but belief has not been turned into Knowledge of the Spiritual Realms in terms of genuine “knowing”. Glamour still rules our minds.

Off Hercules goes, passing through the third gate and, headed north, symbol for the direction of Spirit. He went far and wide, questioning everyone everywhere he went. Coming back to where he started before the gate, time and time again. No one knew where the sacred tree grew. No one knew where to find the golden apples. Discouraged and deflated of his early bravado, Hercules still trudged on.

Out of Compassion, he was sent some aid: Nereus, son of the God of Fresh Waters, son of Neptune, known as “the Ancient of the Sea”. He was not only wise but, capable of assuming many forms. Just as our Spirit, when first contacted, in the early stages of our journey will come to us as a flash of illumination, an “Aha!” moment, a sudden realization, then disappear. Its Wisdom fleeting and illusive, like a hint dropped into our awareness when we have stilled our emotions.

Time and time again Nereus contacted Hercules, in varying forms using various words of Truth, but Hercules ignored him, not recognizing him for who he was. Wise was he and deep in the Wisdom of a Son of God but Hercules was blind and could not see. His answers were always in the form of hints of things to Hercules, leaving him with only a vague idea of what to do and where he needed to go. He did finally impress upon him the way before him was to turn south.

He had his high moment, when he transcended his ‘human’ consciousness and experienced communion with his Spirit, but it did not last.

Failure marking the 1st of the tests, in the darkness of his own ignorance, Hercules continued his search. Having found no sacred tree in the north, Hercules turns and heads south, symbolic of going back into the world, the opposite pole of Spirit.

Where he immediately ran into Antaeus the Serpent, son of the God of Salt Water, son of Poseidon and, the Earth. There is significance in the distinction between fresh water and salt water. One is conducive and supportive of life if swallowed, the other isn’t. One represents Truth, the other, illusions. Hercules wrestled with the Serpent but it overcame him at every turn. “He must guard the tree”, Hercules imagined, “I must be close. All I have to do is break his strength and then get the fruits.” But he wrestled with all his strength and could not conquer.

“Why do I fail?” he cried. “As an infant I destroyed a serpent from my crib. I strangled it with my own hands. What is wrong with me now?”

Finally, he grasped it with both hands and lifted it up in the air. And the deed was done, the Serpent vanquished. Antaeus, momentarily defeated spoke: “I will meet you again in another guise when you come through the 8th gate” and, disappeared.

The Serpent Antaeu symbolizes the serpent of glamour, especially what we call “astral” glamour. Glamour of this kind includes all aspects of what we call “psychic”. It is with the lower aspects of this “psychism” that Hercules has to wrestle with, as in our early stages so do we, for the glamour is very powerful to our untrained minds and attracts each and every single one of us. At this stage, we are ill equipped to verify in any way, what we see, hear or sense. Like Hercules, many of us wrestle with this Serpent for a long time, before we learn how to lift it up to the Light of Illumination.

Earth being Antaeus’ Mother, he draws all his strength from her. So when he becomes disconnected from her, he looses all his power. This tells us that the source of the Serpent’s strength is the Vanity of our Personality. The air has also always been a symbol of what is called the “buddhic” plane or “Christ” plane of activity. When we (rein in our horses) to seek the single eye of illumination (ride the bull to the temple), then our mind in filled with Light and all glamour is seen for what it Is. Truth is revealed. Glamour vanquished. Becoming both immune and invincible to it at the same time.

Simply a change in our perspective can work miracles when it comes to the way we feel.

Essentially, fear and excitement feel the same. What we choose to qualify what we feel, depends entirely on our perspective of expectation…whether we expect ‘good’ or ‘bad’. From the ‘buddhic’ or the Christ way of looking at things, there is NO ‘bad’. Every moment in Life is a Present, a Gift of experience. How Grateful are we for our Presents? How much do we love Life?

“Glamour” is composed of all of our ideas that the Love of God or Spirit, is Conditional. That there are limits to an Absolute’s absolute-ness. Any and all of our ideas based on separation, based upon being separate from Spirit at any moment. It is any and all of the realities we live in our heads based on supposed ‘spiritual’ exclusiveness. Like good/bad are based upon the perception of exclusiveness. As in “Heaven” and “Hell”, “the chosen” and “the unchosen”. Like contradictions, conflict and competition are all based upon the perception of different ‘parts’. Like categories and qualifications are all based on the idea of separation, as well as, being end results of a thinking process called “anal-ysis”, which is best referred to as Hindsight.

While the “view” of Spirit is One of Unity and Equanimity and the thought process of Unity awareness is that of Synthesis.

Ideas of polarity and duality and all the emotions that go with them, all our dreams and all our dramas based upon being superior or exalted above others, all our dramas based on fear and doubts about being loved and accepted, are what make up the substance of the ‘astral’ planes of Glamour.

Rising above it all, is the basis of this story. The “two who are one”. The son of man who is also a Son of God. The Reconciliation of the Divine Brothers. The symbolism behind the sign “Gemini”. The tale has been told over and over and over. Castor & Pollux. Romulus & Remus. Cain and Abel. Christ and Lucifer. Symbolizing the two aspects of our nature, our Soul or Spirit and, our Personality.

In getting back to my story, the 2nd test met and overcome victoriously, Hercules proceeds along his search. Feeling renewed strength through confidence he turns and heads west, where he runs straight into his 3rd test in the form of Busiris, the great Arch Deceiver, another relative of the god of salt water, Poseidon. It his role to bring delusion to the minds of the sons of men by posing as a teacher, a spiritual authority. He has a quickness to his speech and speaks words like ‘accept what I tell you”, “I am the authority. I have been chosen to know the secrets withheld from others.” “Stay with me and be Saved.”

Hercules obeyed, the invitation so gracious, and weakened daily, his strength slowly sapped by the sweet words of deceit. He slowly surrendered his will and his Mind over to Busiris, day by day and, came to accept him as teacher and guide. Busiris made great claims of himself, claims that he was a custodian of the truth and could lead Hercules into the Light, that he could show him the way. Hercules loved and adored Busiris and accepted everything he said without question. Until one day his beloved teacher bound him in chains upon an altar and kept him bound there for one year, as his slave and captive.

Busiris is anyone of us making claims of being an authority figure, superseding the authority of the Presence within our own Hearts. It is anyone who tells us to look to them instead of to look within. It is anyone who seeks to chain and bind us to them through our own ignorance, need or self-denial. Truth or Wisdom only extended for a price of sacrificing personal Sovereignty to them.

This includes the roles of Pastor, Pope, Priest, Guru, Minister, Rabbi, Initiate and Shaman, to name a few. Believing in that authority over us, means we have temporarily forgotten we are ‘Hera-kles’ or our ‘Soul’s Glory”, that we are also Sons of God.

These Busiris figures in our lives claim to be custodians of the Truth, somehow and for some reason, withheld from others. They bolster their position and image with promises and build strong Personality relationships catering to our vanities. They also use the genuine sincerity of others in seeking the Truth to bind them to them, making them appear greater by way of satellites in orbits around them.

No son of man who also knows himself to be a Son of God will make any other promise then to say: “There are steps. Steps all the “saints” and “Masters of Wisdom” have always taken. If you but try and have endurance, trust and patience, the goal will be yours, too.”

At the end of a year, when Hercules was struggling to free himself, all of a sudden he remembered something Nereus had said to him: “Truth lies within yourself. There is the highest strength and Wisdom within your self. Turn inwards and invoke the strength, which Is, the Power, which is the heritage of every Son of God.”

Silently he lay in waiting, for just the right opportunity, then with the strength that belongs to all Sons of God, he broke free of his chains, seized the false teacher by the throat and bound him to the altar in his place. And left him there, without speaking a word, to learn the same lesson.

He freed himself, as do all sincere seekers, having freed our selves from the worlds of fake spiritual teachings and psychic glamour. Hercules had passed the 3rd test. Notice that the tests so far, may appear to be laced with discouragement, delay, deceit and failure however; Hercules was rapidly learning the language of his own Soul.

He was wandering on his way, mulling over the lessons in Wisdom he had learned over the past year, spent prone upon that altar, when he heard a moan of deep distress. The intensity of the cry tore at his very Soul. In the distance over a huge rock, he saw vultures circling, near to where the cries and moans were coming from. Hercules was torn with indecision. He had already lost a year and felt a need for haste. He did not like the idea of another delay. But again the cries burst forth and his mind was made up. He bolted into a run to help whoever it was needed aid.

He found Prometheus, another son of God, an older brother, chained to a rock, suffering the agonies of vultures picking away at his liver, which symbolized being tortured by vultures of old ways and old desires. When Hercules broke the binding chain and freed Prometheus, he freed himself from the vultures of selfish desire that had been eating away at him, too. He gave up being selfish and gave up on only satisfying himself and his desires. Cooperation was the Key to World Service. Genuine Initiates were too busy serving the Whole of Man, to spend much time drawing interest to themselves for validation of Vanities and self-aggrandizement.

Hercules then chased away the vultures and took his time tending the sick man. When Prometheus was recovered, with much loss of time, Hercules went again on his way. He had passed the 4th test. The test of Service. In beginning to recognize the Spiritual Presence within him self, he also started recognizing it within all others, too. Any help he extended towards another, hastened his own realization.

He went on, searching for the sacred tree everywhere: north, south, east and west. Finally one day when he was almost totally worn out by fear and travel, he heard a rumor from a passerby that the tree was to be found near a distant mountain. On a bright sunny day he looked east and found what he had been looking for, the highest mountains. He hurried on his way, imagining victory would shortly be in his grasp. “I will vanquish the dragon”, he thought, “and then charm the fair maidens right out of their fruits.”

But again, a sight that disturbed him down to the very depths of his Soul stopped him. He had almost reached the top of the summit of the highest mountain when he turned a corner and came face to face with Atlas, another older brother, another Son of God, too. He saw Atlas but Atlas did not see him, for his back was bowed by the weight of the World upon his shoulders. He staggered under the load, his eyes closed in agony.

Hercules stood there literally shaking, taking in the whole scene. He watched, gauging the weight and size of the load of pain. All thought of his search had left his mind. The quest for the sacred tree, the fair maidens and their apples faded completely away from his thoughts. The only ideas in his head were those of how to aid the giant as soon as possible.

He rushed forward and lifted the load off Atlas, placing the weight of the World on his shoulders instead. He clinched his eyes shut, mentally bracing himself for the weight and pain of the load of the World, when suddenly the load rolled off and disappeared. Both he and Atlas stood free.

Atlas, now free, goes to the Garden of Hesperides, has no trouble with the 100 headed glamour dragon and with the enthusiastic help of the fair maidens, brings the apples to Hercules, who now also stands free, having passed the 5th and final test. With Love, he hands them to Hercules.

Then the maidens step forward with still more golden apples, symbolizing three aspects of his own Divinity. They each symbolize the potency of a Divine Principal.

The 1st Maiden, Aegle, presses her apple into Hercules’ hand saying, “The way to Us is always marked with Deeds of Love. Of extending ourselves for the Joy of the extension, requiring no conditions.” She represents the Glory of Life and the Splendor of the setting sun: the magnificence in manifesting on the physical plane.

Then the 2nd Maiden, Erytheia, steps up and presses her apple into Hercules’ hand. Inscribed in the apple is one golden word: Service. “Remember this”, she said, “Forget it not.” Erytheia represents the keeper of the gate of our Soul, which is always opened with a key of Loving-Wisdom: Intelligence illuminated by the Light of our Soul, through our Intuition. “Always embraces all ways.”

Lastly, Hesperis, the 3rd Maiden steps up. She represents the evening star, the star of Initiation and symbolizes Willpower. She says with great Clarity and Love to Hercules, “Tread the Way. For all World Servers from now on. Body, Soul and Spirit; Intelligence, Love and Will.”

“Then I give back these apples for those who follow”, said Hercules and returned from whence he came. Before the Watcher he stood, rendering an exact account of all that had transpired. Of why he went after the golden apples but does not have them now.

The Watcher gives him a word of cheer, points to the next gate, the fourth one, saying to him, “Go now, pass through that gate. Capture the doe and enter once again into a holy place.”

Despite all the hindrances and deviations due to astral and physical glamour, Hercules did obtain the golden apples. No matter how much time it took, he did arrive at Wisdom.

 

Responses

No son of man who also knows himself to be a Son of God will make any other promise then to say: “There are steps. Steps all the “saints” and “Masters of Wisdom” have always taken. If you but try and have endurance, trust and patience, the goal will be yours, too.” (Awsomely spoken/written/thought).

The three symbols are divine and ring ever so true to my soul and my heart. Tis a very beautiful story - another one I’ll share with my son.

I believe you’ve arrived dearest Sue Anne - I hope to arrive too, hopefully sooner than later, but while I travel, I must continue to embrace it all. I believe my heart and spirit is more open to obtaining wisdom than it’s ever been before - and it feels so different and glorious. I do wish I could share it fully or simply pass it on to someone I love; but I realize there are steps they must take just as well as more more steps for me to take - I may even veer southward - although I pray not -

Thanks for sharing this remarkable story - I’m at awe and glad I’ve met you.

Peace, Light and Love
CordieB.

Hi {{corieB}}} !!!!

{{{hugs}}}

This ‘thing’ came to me back in December. I was able to get the introduction and the first 2 labors written before Christmas, then went back in for more surgeries the beginning of this year. What with moving after that, it’s been till now that I got back to the ’story’.

The story of the 12 labors of Hercules is a popular one. But I’d bet the stories haven’t been told from the perspective I’m sharing in quite the same way before. I’m not following the ‘normal’ sequence when it comes to the labors, either. I’m doing them in the *correct* order for comprehension of what the story has always been about: a son of man who is also a son of God.

Arrived? Uh…er…um…

Yes, I have completed all the 12 labors.

The last remnants of my ‘false self’ were shattered a little over 2 years ago. That would have been the symbolic end of my ‘crucification’ phase.

The Service I was born to do, is expand and move consciousness. I trigger awakenings and self realization. I’m like a catalyst in a chemical reaction.

And I do *this* through my self expression. I just simply *can’t* help it. (lord knows I’ve tried; it isn’t easy being so different)

It becomes rather like a catch-22, for to do my job is to attract attention and, that means “marketing”. And “marketing” is mostly an activity of our false egos and I don’t have one. The message I share is not one that says: follow me. It says: follow your own heart.

Believe or not, over the past 10 years I’ve received numerous death threats and dire warnings of what happens to every one of us that has shared with the world the same message: we end up being killed, for “followers” leave their gurus, shamans and other potentates, following the yearnings in their hearts after listening to me.

I make false authorities look false, without even trying to pick on them.

“Arrived”…?

I have “arrived” at the point where I am ready, I guess, (smiling), to let the World know I am *here*. I exist. I Am Incarnate. And I AM REAL.

Yes, it would be accurate to call me “Lady Master” for I have mastered numerous levels within my Self. And when it comes to “Lords of Compassion & Mercy”, my name is on the list.

I say to you that the One Spirit within each and every single One of Us, KNOWS how to rise above the glamour and dissolve all our veils of illusion.

I am merely one of the buns coming OUT of the oven, where the majority of us are feeling rather ‘doughy’ and are just going in.

I am a CHEERING section, meant to Inspire our efforts and dreams. As in…keep going, I made it and so can everyOne else.

There is an old saying: when we are ready the teacher appears. Essentially what this means and the Gift you have brought to me, is that People are now ready to hear what I have in abundance to share. This means Value is being recognized for what I bring to share. Now, maybe me and my family won’t be living below the poverty level for too much longer. For I have adamantly refused to energetically feed or support, the ways and direction our Society has been oriented. As someone who’s ‘job’ it is to bring in, integrate and anchor the ‘new’, I’ve had to free myself from any connections with what is now, in terms of consciousness, “the old”.

As one muffin to another, I tell you that our muffin top is the best part!

Thank you so much for continuing the story, Sue Ann. If I were to try to be as objective about myself as possible…so see where I am with the Tests, it almost feels as if I’ve been wavering back and forth between the 4th and 5th tests.

But maybe my Ego isn’t all that dead yet…and keeps getting tripped up on some of the Glamour…that I have been (in the past) distracted by things and people of this world. Fortunately, I’ve been too much of a rebel to follow any guru’s, although I did follow Christ for a couple of decades, to the best of my ability.

Hercules’ story encourages me, though…because I can see and know that ‘failure’ or missteps or out and out “falling down” may be part of the process for some of us. Maybe all of us :)

More and more recently, I find myself just silently throwing myself into the lap of God and saying “Look…I haven’t a clue where I’m going or what I’m “supposed” to be doing. But if you can help me GET IT…help me get what Your saying through this thick skull of min…I’m willing to go “there”.

You may be the only person that I know who is “there” :)

Death threats? Sounds like you’re definitely doing something right … LOL

Thank you. (can you feel what I’m feeling because I can’t really type what it is I want to say to you?)

(rolling my eyes)

Ohhhhhhhh, {{{grace}}}}

What I found is that these “tests” are ever evolving, like layers of an onion. I remember when I used to sit and try to figure out *where* I was…

it used to give me an experience of feeling like there was a gyroscope within me, like my compass was all over the place. Like motion sickness. I finally caught on to stop *looking*. To stop trying to figure where I was, because, I learned, the desire to *know* was one coming from my ‘false’ sense of self.

which led me to doing EXACTLY what you’ve expressed your decision has been….to surrender in Trust, while remaining clueless.

For what it is worth, my Heart has always resonated to the song of Christ, which is the Spiritual song of a Son of God, as multitudes of us do, too. There is also a stage in Buddhism, recognized as Christ Buddha, or “Lord Maitreya(sp?)”

As for what we may lable our ‘failures’ and ‘mis-steps’, your insight serves you Truly. It’s only when we stumble, when we fall and fail according to our perceptions as a son of man, that we are granted an opportunity to discover the resources within us. As you surmised, it is part of the process for all of us. What serves our Soul/Spirit, is often at odds with what our Personality’s want. As we become more and more joined/fused/integrated, we finally figure this out and learn to distinguish our desires and what part of ourselves these desires are coming from. But that is what is called the 8th labor.

I’m the only person I *know*, too, and I’ve been looking a long, long, time, simply for my own sense of validation. (I’d feel more comfortable with some company.)

It’s only since I recognized my own yearnings for validation, that I decided I didn’t need anyone’s but my own and am able to even admit it, much less write it and publically announce it.

Don’t go imagining I can turn water into wine…I’d be much more likely to turn someone’s wine into water anyway, ’cause I’m a *rascal* and love practical jokes. I’m not *there* yet, though I can see in my mind’s eye how it is done. I don’t have a feel for it, the understanding hasn’t been integrated into my Heart, yet. And I have no idea how long that takes… And the only water you’ll find me walking on, is if it’s frozen. SMILING.

I know most of us are looking forward to ‘the shift’, however, it happened a couple of years ago, already. It simply hasn’t ’sunk in’ yet for the majority of us.

It was during the time right before the shift, that those of us bringing it on were bombarded by our masses resistance. That’s when I got the death threats, supposedly as inspiration and motivation for me to stop doing what I was doing. Recognizing them as fear tactics, simply added more fuel to my inner fire to keep going. Since the shift, no more death threats have been received.

There has been a recent barrage of resistance rising up from our “old” consciousness, of course aimed at any one of us radiating the “new”. I had one BIG experience of it this past weekend, hit on both sides by family members. It really floored me and knocked me around, with me ending up being rushed to the emergency room, AGAIN, with a bp of 254/119, until I realized what was happening. Believe me, I sent out SOS signals to those I knew were in the ‘new’ too, to help me see through the forest of these trees.

It wasn’t about me. Personally that is. It was about the new pattern of consciousness I express. Once that was *known*, I dealt with the whole matter from another dimension besides *this* one.

winking…if Personality blocks my way, I by-pass it and work with our Souls, on that level, instead. It’s like finding the front door blocked, I simply walk around and use our back door.

All is well, now. Including me. And my husband hearing a list from the ER doctor, of what I am to do and NOT do, HELPS considerably. He has been under the impression that we go into a hospital and get fixed, *walla* all better. Like I was a car going into the shop. He was instructed that things just don’t work that way and empowered with this information, called himself a smuck because of the expectations he had had.

It’s like a muscle {{sis}}, one that has atrophied in most of us from disuse. And that’s all it is. Be of good cheer, for like any other muscle, it gets stronger and stronger through our use of it.

{{hugs}}

Hi Sue Ann - I’m pleased to hear that things are progressing well. Sorry my emails were kind of late! I’m finally making an attempt to respond to this post. I thought it would take a few ‘readings’ so I’ve recorded an audio version for myself and can listen back to it. Will be in touch again shortly…

Ahhh {{simon}} they arrived with all the timing of Perfection. And I’m slowly getting to answering all my mail. {{thank you}}

Hi Sue Ann, Just popped by to take a peek after you kindly commented on my blog.

It’s a shame the classics aren’t taught anymore. I never realised there was so much spiritual wisdom buried in them. Thank you for taking the time and effort to transcribe this and to make the hidden meaning visible for us.

I recognised many aspects of my own life in the steps Hercules had to take and wasn’t surprised by most of the outcomes. So I was surprised that when Hercules was confronted by the sight of Atlas struggling under the weight of the world, I was completely wrong footed by the outcome.

Having recently been freed from much glamour, I was enjoying the prospect of letting go of the illusory promise of contentment through money, selling my house and living on a beach where I could surf every day till I die doing something I truly love, enjoying and appreciating the simple things life has to offer and sharing the peace this brought me with whoever chanced to enter into my life.

Nereus has been whispering to me a lot over the last 12 months especially first thing in the morning just before I open my eyes, let in the day and fall under the spell of the world and my ego. During these moments of perfect peace, I see things very simply and everything is perfect. Just like in the story though the visions are tantalisingly brief and vanish like morning mist when my eyes open. I have started keeping a notebook by my bed to try to capture some of what I see.

One of the recurring themes of Nereus’s whisperings to me has been glimpses of what is causing the current in the river of life that has brought us to where we find ourselves today and is still carrying us in our present direction. I have also seen how the flow could be peacefully redirected to carry us on another course of our choice.

Free of glamour, for the first time in my life I don’t feel compelled to act, it’s ok if I do and it’s ok if I don’t. However, to act on what I have seen in my dreams it feels as though I must dedicate myself to the service of mankind and take the burden of the world on my shoulders. Why though if no one really wants me to? The chances are, I’ll probably get crushed under the weight of it anyway?

I vaguely remembered the story from my childhood but I thought that once Atlas gave the world to Hercules, it was impossible for Hercules to put it down again without someone else to give it to. I thought Atlas tricked Hercules into accepting the burden and so acted as another worldly trap/distraction preventing Hercules from completing his labour. I was so sure I knew what was coming I was silent praying that Hercules wouldn’t be tricked again. So it came as a shock to find that taking the world of Atlas’s shoulders was actually the solution to his next challenge.

It’s interesting that this labour concerns discernment, which you explain is about bringing polar opposites together. As I read, I had a sudden feeling this was the place in the cycle where I was currently working. I seem to be faced by polar opposite choices of retreat and peace or dedication and difficulty. There’s something here for me to meditate on.

Love V

Greetings {{{V}}} !!!!

Isn’t the web {{{{wonderful?}}}} Smiling Real Big.

As I read and re-read your comment, one particular thing kept coming to my mind…a memory. It was around the time of the ‘harmonic convergence’ that I began to REALLY ‘awaken’. And I saw The Path or The Journey as my way OUT.

Service? FORGET it. ‘Humanity’ as far as I could see, WASN’T worth it. Baa Humbug, I’m outta’ here. Atlas? Not me! Jesus? Not me!

That’s how I genuinely felt about it. And I didn’t have the Personality of a goodie two shoes, nor much acting ability, either.

And I share to YOUR OWN HEART BE TRUE. For much is not as it seems. What is perceived through the eyes of being a ‘child of man’ as being “burdensome” and “heavy”, from the eyes of being a ‘child of god’ to be lacking in any substance at all.

But NO one is ever asked to choose such a ‘burden’ without FIRST being able to dispel all its ‘perceived’ density.

I know I stumble over words because of what I’ve got residing in my head, so please be patient with me…

remember…in the above I said “as far as I could see”…

What changed, was me. I was permitted to ’see’ further. As I became both mentally and emotionally well balanced enough to remain at least somewhat stable, I was ‘permitted’ to see more; my Vision expanded becoming more inclusive of All That Is.

As I became more Understanding, so was I given more to Understand.

The very Greatest Service any and all of us each can render is to LIVE our lives in as much Joy and Discovery as possible. Start celebrate dancing outside of our boxes! For I *know* what is hidden to many of Us. What brings us the Greatest Joy and sense of Fulfillment in our lives is our Soul’s Passion, which is Self Expression.

It’s the same story, over and over and over. Orpheus, Atlas, Jesus….faced with all the force/weight of all our attitudes of Judgment, of Separation, of ‘Sin’, of Rejection, of ‘karma’…it’s ALL the same thing.

Self Judgment.

And the key to our Freedom is so simple. Put the Judgmental part of our mind to Rest.

Always embraces all ways. So we can quit concerning ourselves with perfection and see the perfection already, in being able to embrace our “imperfections”. rofl.

I cannot Truly claim to Be a Humanitarian and, genuinely live in Integrity with it, until I have learned how to embrace my own. Forgiveness is For Giving. After Giving it to myself, I have ‘it’ to extend to others, it is like the well that never goes dry. But I cannot give what I do not have.

You feel like you could use a hug.

So here:

{{{{{hugs}}}}

This seems to encompass so much that it’s daunting to think there are another nine labors yet to come! And there was me thinking that test two here was pretty much the whole of the journey. Perhaps that’s because it’s the one with which I presently struggle. Test one - the glimpse of spirit - came years ago, and yes, in a number of subtly different forms. Test three has never been much of a problem for me - I’ve never been beguiled by dogma. As for the others, I think I understand the importance of service, but how exactly do tests four and five differ from each other? They both seem to be about helping out other people.

Ohhhhhh {{{simon}}}

I wrote it to inspire you to feel BETTER, not daunted!

(chagrined)

The ‘labors’ work together, cooperatively. In this one, #3, the apparent duality between being a son of man and a son of god is perceived, is sensed. Where in another labor, a balance is reached, until finally, a one pointed directed-ness is achieved and they eventually merge into one unified expression.

Of all people, you will *know* the 12th labor the most intimately I’m betting, for it is what is behind the symbol of the two fish (pisces). They may start out swimming in opposite directions; they end up swimming in the same direction, however.

It happens a little at a time, over and over and over. I’ve compared it to learning how to walk up steps. But to ’see’ it, we have to slow down the process.

The 1st thing I’ve got to do to walk up any staircase, is to temporarily leave my balance behind, as I lift one foot. I have to learn how to precariously balance on the other foot for a while, as I put the one foot up on the next step. Then I’ve got to find a balance between one foot up and one foot down. Only after that, am I stable enough to again perch on one foot, as I bring the second foot up to meet it.

It’s the same process no matter how many steps I have to climb. Once I know how to take one, I know how to take the others. What once took deliberate concentration and effort, becomes subconsciously easy…the difference between toddling and sure-footed. Each are stages in learning how to run.

Before we decided to hang a person on it, the cross symbolized Spirit’s decent into flesh. WHILE THIS IS GOING ON…is the story of “Hera-kles” or the story of actually becoming “My Soul’s Glory” personified. At the beginning he declares he is “Hera-kles”, my Soul’s Glory but it is latent at this stage and the purpose of his labors is to “prove’ himself to be as he claims, through his own realizations.

The key to test three is as you surmised. It’s about not surrendering to any outside authorities, nor any ideas that there are any. It is only through the realization of our Oneness with our own Spirit, that we are capable of recognizing that same Spirit all over the place. Simply expressing itself in various combinations of attributes. I can’t truly say I’m at one with another person’s Spirit across the world, if I haven’t genuinely realized being at one with my own.

The difference between 4 and 5 is that in 4, Hercules hesitated. He was torn with indecision, for he had lost so much time already on his personal quest. Notice his older brother, Prometheus, was continually having his liver picked out by vultures and the symbolism of the “liver” as meaning old desires. In the 5th, there was no hesitation about helping, for in freeing Prometheus (from the old desires), he’d freed himself, too. Whatever we extend, is what we receive. His hesitance in the 5th test, was only in deliberating how to help and, not whether to help.

The best-est and truest way any and each of us can Serve our World is to be ourselves. Love & Honor our own lives enough to live them simply for the joy of living. No sights on Perfection. Learn to laugh and embrace Imperfection.

Often we want to help, that’s for sure, our Desire is True. However, while in various stages of our blindness, we really don’t *know* yet, “what” needs to change “how”, for we’re only perceiving surface appearances a lot of the times.

Learning how to Love our own Humanity brings to us the Wisdom to know how to genuinely Be a Humanitarian. We practice on ourselves 1st.

One of the great Illusions is the weight of the world. In the Bible it is mentioned in phrases like a “Yoke around our neck”…how verrrry UNattractive. It’s an illusion.

Blamelessness is lighter then air. Out of Love we were created and in Love do we abide.

Hi Sue Ann,

Hmmmm I needed that hug - thanks.

I spent so long trying to ignore what I could see just so I could fit in that I htink my inner guide needed to give me quite an hard shake to get my attention and get me back on track. Maybe to shake some of the barnacles off too ;)

Problem now is that I feel so un-attached that I dont’ seem to want to do anything especially within the loopy system were living in.

Balance is the key word I guess. I have periods where I’m ok with everything and others where I feel totally overwhelmed by what I see.

Love V

Here’s another {V}…

{{{{ HUGS }}}}

Give yourself some credit, a gold star maybe, that a hard shake did it for you. Flattened like a pancake is what it took for me to overcome my stubborn-ness!!!!

And think about how keeping your mouth shut helped to insure keeping you alive…

You’re now caught betwist and between. You CAN’T go back, for we can’t “not know” once we do. Now…since we’ve spent so much time living in the dark, it takes some time adjusting to the Light….like walking out of a cave into bright sunshine….our eyes will tear and our vision will blur until we become adjusted. It’s Plato’s classic Allegory of the Cave.

And to maybe help with what we see appearing on our World stage at the moment, compare it to what we already know about…

pimples & boils.

I’ve never had a boil before but my husband has and they hurt. I’ve had pimples, tho!

When a pimple is 1st coming in, it always hurts the most….right when it is forming under the skin. It builds from below. And boils do the very same thing. They build until they finally reach a “head”, when they can then be “popped”, releasing a bunch of toxic *crap*. The PURPOSE of the pimple and the boil being…to get the *crap* to come to the surface, so it can be released.

Releasing of *crap* that’s been held inside, is what we’re “seeing” in our World right now. It isn’t as if all this *crap* hasn’t been there all along. It’s simply been hidden below the level of our surface appearances. Our skeletons are all coming out of our closets.

This is a Healthy sign. For it is when we can see a wound, that we can take steps to heal it. I’m celebrating because I’ve been looking at these wounds we’ve being carrying around locked inside of us all my life… and FINALLY, there are no more options of denial and /or avoidance.

Reality precipitates and our physical plane of activity is now changing and morphing to quite accurately represent and align with…

what we’ve got within us. Values of a Spiritual nature will now start taking precedence upon the physical plane, replacing our values that are purely superficial.

It’s what’s going on with our economy that has no sense of economy in it and many of our ideas about wealth, with no real sense of worth backing up its appearance either.

You may be having difficulties distinguishing your feelings from feelings of those around you and our collective. Try imagining being surrounded by a cocoon of white light; this will help buffer you from picking up on other people’s emotions, at least until the time you know what to do with them.

As for balance, contemplate breathing. We don’t breath in all the time, nor do we breathe out all the time. We breathe in then breathe out. Inspiration and aspiration work the same…in cycles. We fill up our pitcher, then pour. After we pour, we go fill it up again.

Start flexing your Sovereignty muscle. If what you appear to ’see’ does not ‘appear’ Loving, then ASK for your mind to be filled with Light, illuminating the Love for you.

A lot of our fuel for our pursuits and activities has been emotionally driven. Like “hunger” is our body’s demand for nutrients but “appetite” is fueled by our emotional needs. When we catch on to being emotionally nurturing in our own thoughts, then we no longer have the same emotional needs, so the pursuits and activities we used to do in pursuit of these needs, disappears.

In disconnecting from one system it only feels lonely if and when we don’t realize that we’re making new connections at the very same time the old ones are being severed. The internet is a WONDERFUL outreach program for us, like you and me, here and now. You are not alone and neither am I. We found each other!

Smiling.

Hi Sue Ann,

I aught to warn you, I’m a bottomless pit where hugs are concerned. I’ll take all you can spare please ;) It’s only just occurred to that your virtual hug is the first hug I can ever remember being ‘given’. I have lots of people that like hugs from me and I seem to give loads but it feels like it’s for their needs and not mine. Yours feels different. Thanks.

I’m sorry to disappoint you but ‘a hard shake’ was a euphemism for ‘oh my god, am I still alive?’ I’m not given to exaggeration. Maybe, that why I don’t get hugs – no one knows I need them too?

I have recently noticed that I am picking up stuff from other people and made myself quite unwell giving a friend a massage recently. My liver was very painful and swollen for several days after. I have started to notice changes coming in people days in advance of visible symptoms a bit like a barometer sensing the change in air pressure.

It’s interesting what you said about our activities being fuelled by our emotions. This has been a difficult one for me to cope with. I didn’t realise I was defining myself so much by my activities. Over the last 3 years my desire to do most of the things I used to do (surfing, skiing, shagging, earning) has waned dramatically and I really struggled to let them go peacefully because I didn’t know whom I was with out them. They were sort of rituals I used to stabilise my life and self-image. I was a super fit surfer dude with a nice house, flash car and loads of cash, look like 34 not 44 and really good in bed. When I lost all that I felt like part of me was missing and for about 2 years I mourned the bit of me that had ‘died’. It’s only in the last year I have become comfortable with the new me that I don’t yet know.

I’m afraid I have been quite stubborn and I have been at this coming into the light stage for many years. I know there’s no going back but I don’t seem to have gone forward much. I have tried waiting as patiently as I can for clarity but this lifetime would be nice – lol. I never had a boil until 2 years ago but now about every 4-6 months I get one in exactly the same place right in the middle of my back. Yes, it’s painful coming but it’s agony while I have it and for many weeks after while it heals. What worries me is that the world boil is yet to burst and I’m not sure how much more pain I can take.

I have recently started to stabilise my diet and change to foods that better suit my body. I’m going through a detox stage at the moment so am feeling pretty awful. I will try the exercises and visualisations you suggested too and see how I feel.

I haven’t made any nurturing contacts for a long time and have let myself become very isolated so I have felt very alone. It’s bringing me peace to be able to connect with like minds that care through the Internet.

Love V

PS Did you see the piece I wrote about worth on my blog?

PPS

Smiling here too x

LOL!!!! I’ve got PLENTY where those came from!!!

Hug, hug, hug, hug, hug, hug….

{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

It might help to *know* that not a one of us, so far, has made it without a lot of resistance, without a lot of yelling and screaming along the way. It is also True to form, that when our Soul’s desire is for Expression, then by the Law of Attraction (whose POWER can only be wielded by the Soul, btw), will draw into our lives circumstances that more or less “herd” us inward.

I’ve experienced 2 strokes and last year was spent in repeated surgeries rebuilding my arteries. Instead of the question “Am I still alive?”, I make the statement “I’M STILL ALIVE!!!!!”

YIPPEEEEEEE For ME!!!!!!

And {{Simon}}…well, he shares what happened/ is happening to him. His life’s pursuits required a lot of reading, then *BAMM*, he loses his physical vision. His bones are also in pain. He aches. His whole life has been turned around, turned inward, through experiences.

I’m sure he will correct me if I am mistaken, however, I believe {{Simon}} is very honest about his desires before that, to awaken, felt down to the very depths of his soul, down in the very bones of his being.

Whatever it takes to turn our stubborn bulls of desire inward, towards our Temple, is what our Soul’s will use to make sure we turn that way.

What I’m sensing is that you feel, when not in the middle of detox, in the middle of a void, a null zone. You know you can’t go back and trying to fake that you can, draws too much energy from you to maintain for any length of time…like you feel “sucked dry”.

And to that I’m going to say “GOOD For YOU!!!!!!!”, that’s the OLD pattern of consciousness that has LEFT, that you have FREED yourself from.

But you’re also afraid of what is next. Instead of running from, afraid of going…it’s like you’re bumping into a membrane, feeling like you’re outside of it. Needing to pop the membrane and get past it but afraid of what’s on the other side.

Now, If you would be so kind as to send your birthdate to my personal address:

sueannedwards@comcast.net

I will email you back a pin, that you can use to pop that membrane…

there is nothing to fear.

and I can help you to ’see’ past it.

It ALSO might help to *know* that quite recently, within the past 2-4 weeks, the energy of “Seduction” has been drained out of our Consciousness planet wide.

Basically that means that what used to seduce us, doesn’t or won’t anymore. No matter how hard we try to make it so, it won’t. There’s no energetic support for that pattern coming through the quantum field anymore.

The clue to dissolving the riddle of the glass of water, is it half empty or half full, is to realize we’re the pitcher and not the glass of water.

Sue Ann said, “The clue to dissolving the riddle of the glass of water, is it half empty or half full, is to realize we’re the pitcher and not the glass of water.” Do you mean, that if we are filled with possitive, the glass will be filled with something positive, like perhaps iced lemon aid, or if were’re negative, it might be filled with luke warm coffee - Please elaborate further if you don’t mind. You know how I am about riddles and solving things. Blowing bubble kisses your way, . . . . Thanks, C.

PS. I’m read the material you linked. I still have to watch the video. You know I usually have to read your stuff twice at least, so I’m going to read it once more and see the video - I know I’ll have some questions - I hope you don’t mind. Thanks soooooo much for the links - I really appreciate you taking the time out to do this. Peace, Light and Love, Cordieb.

Hi {{{cordieb}}} !!!!

Thank You for having Patience with me, as I understand it takes a while for us to be able to wrap our minds around this ~stuff~ I do the best I can and what really helps, is when people ask questions…then I know what could use clarification. If approaching it one way didn’t work, I’ll give it another go! That’s the way we all learn, including me.

What I mean is that however much our glass is full or empty, we decide that, for we are the pitcher that fills up our glasses. We’re the ones who decide how full or not full, we’re going to be.

Instead of a glass, picture the cup of our Hearts. This cup of our emotions is filled by us, from the inside, out. Now if we have conditions on what we are going to accept, or understand, then we’re going to treat ourselves according to our own preformed conditions. We’ll only love ourselves “so” much, based on whether we have lived up to our own rules. This is a self implied limit. And because of it, we’re going to find ourselves feeling in need and go looking for others to fill our cups for us.

A pitcher, however, can fill cups and all cups upon demand. It simply pours whatever is required to fill up the cup, or a glass. We are not the glass or the container, the form that holds us, we are the pitcher from where all water of life comes from.

Was that any better?

So I was blissfully in the zone last week and today I’ve felt quite despairing. Like you say, it’s one foot and then the other. I feel like Winnie the Pooh being carried upstairs behind Christopher Robin, banging his head on every step.
It doesn’t *feel* like progress, but I realize now that it is. {{And hugs to you from me too, by the way, Visionary. “I don’t seem to have gone much forward…” you say. As Sue Ann knows, I can empathize with that!}}

Yesterday, I attended a workshop run by Sally, who sometimes comments on my blog. At the end of it, I glimpsed my way out of Plato’s cave. I glimpsed Oneness with the other people in the room and almost collapsed in floods of tears at the beauty of it. But I held back. 1) Because I’m a guy, 2) Because I’m British, and 3) Because I thought some of the other people in the room would be freaked out.

So today I’m carrying that emotion round with me, just below the surface. I’ve looked at it and I can see where it comes from: it’s from the utter effort and frustration of trying to measure up to the expectations of myself and others day after day for year after year after year. It’s despair at the constant striving. From time to time, for a few days, I can give it up. I can see through that illusion about the weight of the world. But I always go back down the path to pick the weight up again.

One day, I will leave it there on the stairs…

[...] Oh Pooh “I feel like Winnie the Pooh being carried upstairs behind Christopher Robin, banging his head on every step.” - {{simon}} [...]

Thanks Sue Ann. My cup runneth over because my pitcher is unlimited . . . when I can love myself as God does. . unconditionally.
My cup may be in varying degrees of emptiness, when I limit how I love and accept myself - as God does not. I think I’ve got it?

Most major depressions, anxieties, worries, and perhaps even illnesses are manifested in our inability to love ourselves fully and without doubts or fears. As ingrained as these fears are, can we ever really unshackle ourselves from them all - peel each layer away. It’s so second nature to judge ourselves now, that it almost feels inherent of our being. But, every so often, I am blessed with the aha-ness of knowing. The more I embrace the knowing, the more I am able to feel it in spirit as in my true self. For that I am thankful.
Again, thanks Sue Ann for taking the time out to explain this “stuff” so that I can better comprehend, and also for enlightning me in so many ways, especially by giving me food for thought. Mwah!
Peace, Light and Love,
CordieB.

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