I was born ‘genius’, labeled ‘bastard’ by The Church and put out for adoption.
Was sexually molested by Priests at the age of 2 1/2.
Witnessed my sister drugged into nonexistence because mom was an emotional nitwit.
And learned to keep my mouth shut.
Because people weren’t People to me.
People acted like they didn’t know what was inside of them.
People acted like they didn’t even know ABOUT an inside of them.
And here I was, knowing that what’s inside is what is Real.
It was ever so difficult to relate.
Because I would relate to what was Real rather then support what wasn’t. I gave up on Popularity early. What with an older sister labeled ‘retarded’ and all. Kids used to throw rocks at us because of her cooties, rather then let us play, too. We weren’t “normal”.
I learned that “normal” meant “conformity” early on. And saw that nothing would be spared making sure of it. My sister was placed on 6 Thorazine a day since she was 9 years old. Drugged into not having any Life of her own.
That’s why when I heard at age 52, she had had sex for the 1st time in her life, my Heart sang with Joy. And I damned all the uptight anal retentive bitches that saw to judge her, to the various hells of their own making. By taking everything I saw they had locked inside of them in denial and bringing it to light in their faces.
Because when it comes to my sister, people try to use intellectual intimidation on her, since they can see she is weak in this area. They also try to dump all their own fears on her, who has no defense. And eventually come face to face with me, who can not only access multiple levels of intellect but also intuition.
You see, I know how to use our Society’s scare tactics, too.
Only the fear I can inspire is much more profound. I can scare the ‘hell’ right out of our Personality’s. And touch us down to our very Soul’s.
People, Real People have written to me genuinely wanting to know about my life and what’s in it that has inspired such a great love for Humanity within me.
Abuse, that’s what in it. And hurt.
Abuse and hurt I’ve had to embrace as part of me in order to heal the wounds of it. I had to learn to love all of me in order to feel like a Whole person.
Our Society has been one of Plastic people, Valuing appearances only. And if we haven’t had the privilege of plastic, then we haven’t been included in our Society. The basic law of Supply and Demand has been corrupted. Demand manipulated through the use of credit to favor only those who conform. Nice little slaves to emotional insecurity.
Exactly how many goods and services would there be demanded WITHOUT the use of credit?
Because that’s the REAL demand.
And our Economy better start serving it before our fake one goes through the floor. How many generations have been sold into slavery to debt already? And isn’t Congress vested with the responsibility to insure the Value of the People’s money supply? The more that’s printed, the less value all of it has!
If there are those of us who do not understand what I mean, I’ll say the food banks are in dire need. They are being flooded with more and more that need help. For that’s where most of the plastic people’s lives are heading.
Because that’s where most of the Real people have been living all along. The ones of us that couldn’t afford appearances, so learned Tolerance, Acceptance, Forgiveness and Understanding instead.
“Getting all the money we wanted” was a bratty and ridiculous idea to begin with. We danced the dance. Now it’s time we paid the piper and learned never to call that tune again.
Ours is a government OF the People. People lacking in fiscal self discipline do not make up a group that has any, either, for one is a reflection of the other.
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